Dear diary,
Today was haloween. Unfortunately, i didn't have any friends to talk to. The only close friend i had wasn't at school yet. It was lonely. I felt lonely. The room was full of people, conversing and laughing. But i felt alone. Like no one wanted to talk to me. I hate being awkward. Why can't i talk to people like normal human beings?! Anyway, this one student came and asked if i needed a hug. I nodded. The lump in my throat made it hard to stop the tears. I didn't cry. Never in front of people. But i wanted bawl. You know? Anyway, after the student said that, i can talk to him if i ever need someone to talk to. I nodded again(i know i won't talk to anyone because I'm a burden). I still wanted to cry. But it was still lonely even after the game we played with the teacher's looking for us and they be finding us. İn short, i just wanted to cry all night, but whatever.
2 Nov 2022
An old entry from Wooyoung's diary. Though it felt like trash that night. Maybe he needed more friends still. It was night, and he hated nights. He hated his thoughts and bad habits. He just wanted to down pain killers and sleep.
There's not much to say here anyway. He was boring. He didn't deserve any friends. So he did what he thought was right. He used the sharp object again.
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