5SOS Imagines vol. 2

Help... LH

YOUR POV

I sat in my bedroom staring blankly at the wall. The day was shit. Bullies never leave me alone, teachers never give me a break, and my life at home sucks. I get bitched at for not doing anything, when I do everything because my parents are never home.

I held the blade in my hand. I hadn't done anything yet. I looked at the scars on my arm, and the cuts from this morning. I only did it because it took the pain away.

I heard my bedroom door creak open. I turned my head to find Luke. He wasn't my boyfriend... yet. But things were going in that direction. Luke looked at me. "(y/n)..." His voice was but a whisper. He slowly made his way to me. I stood up, dropped the blade on the floor, and left the room.

I rushed downstairs. I immediately heard the sounds of footsteps following behind me. I almost made it to the back door before Luke got to me. But I failed. He took hold of my hand and spun me around. I couldn't fight the tears that threatened to fall.

He cupped my face and tilted my head up. "Hey, its okay." He cooed. "I'm right here." He pulled me close and held me, letting me rest my head on his chest. "Tell me what happened."

I took in a deep breath and began. "I hate myself. I'm not good enough for anything. There's people at school that tell me I'm fat, and stupid, and worthless every day. And I have this teacher that always picks on me. I don't even do anything! I do my work like I'm supposed to and keep my mouth shut. I'm just so tired of it." I took a step away from Luke and sat down on the couch. All the crying has made me unstable. Luke followed and sat down next to me. "I just want it all to end, Luke," I whispered.

"And you thought this would make it better?"

"I... I needed help. And I didn't have any. It all started to become too much and one day I just kind of..."

"You have help now. You have me, and you know damn well that Michael, Calum, and Ashton are here for you too."

I nodded. "I'm sorry, Luke."

He pulled me into his lap. "It's okay. I just wish you would have told me you were hurting."

"I know. I should have. It's just not a topic that is easy for me to discuss."

"Well, I'm going to make it so that its no longer a topic that needs to be discussed." I looked up at him and smiled. "I like you. I like you a lot and it hurts me to see you like this."

"I like you a lot too, Luke."

We stared at each other. His blue eyes holding a sparkle in them. The next thing I knew his lips were on mine. It was the best kiss I had ever had in my life.

He pulled away first. "Come on tour with me. Get away from everything here, and just see the world. Be with me."

I smiled big and said, "I'd go anywhere as long as I'm with you."

He kissed me again softly and he held me on the couch as we watched the TV and discussed the tour.