Stay With Me

I Lost Her

Before yall continue I want to thank all y'all who said wonderful things to me they mean the world to me I wish I could just me y'all in person all to let you know how wonderful y'all all are and y'all are what keep me going ! so as a big thank you I decide to update today because y'all made me realize .. I can't just shut myself out cause some guy I have to keep going!! Like erza said " Live and struggle !"
I love y'all all so much !! hugs and kisses !!

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Chapter 31

Erza ran she was holding in the tears she couldn't believe it. "it can't be true it can't be it's just a night mare ill wait up ... I have to wake up " erza said. "Erza wait!" gray said he grabbed her arm. Erza pulled herself away. "Don't you dare touch me !" she said backing away. "Erza I know you're mad but please let me explain!" gray said."Explain what?" erza said. "That you lied to me from the start about who you were instead of telling me the truth and not only that but you were engaged? " erza said. Gray looked at her then looked away. "How could you lie to me.. After all we've been thru did none of that matter to you ?" erza said looking at him. "Why would you lead me on like this and then crush everything we had .. why did you even come here in the first place " erza said. "I did some terrible things one night at a party and as punishment I was to live here for one year until my world tour started I never intended to hurt you or ever fall in love with you but i did each day I fell more and more and my feelings grew and I couldn't stop them so I let them I was so selfish wanting to get what I want that I never realized all the damage I would cause but when I did it was to late and I didnt want to tell you " gray said erza looked at him. "You didnt want to hurt me ? Look at all This look at what you've done you could have stopped all this you could have told me you were engaged all those calls you got each day were her worrying about you when you were with me did you not think of neither of our feelings ?" Erza said. He looked down "you told me you would help me fix my broken heart from jellal but instead .. You crushed it even more" erza said. " I told you everything all my dark secrets all my pain all my life I let you in when I should have been keeping you out. I let you in because I though you could help me and change me and help me break the armor around my heart and you did I'm not going to lie you've been there for me thru everything and helped me but now ... All that means nothing because you just threw it all away and hurt me even more" erza said. "I'm sorry " gray said. "Sorry? " erza said . "Sorry means nothing now " erza said . "I tried to tell you but I couldn't " gray said. "Tried? if you really would have tried now of this would have happened .. And worst of all you took the most sacred thing from me my virginaty and my love did you not once feel guilty?" erza said. He looked down. "Did all the time we spend, all the smiles and laughs, all the hug and kisses, all the time we spend talking under the stars and holding each other while we fell asleep, all the love making we did ... Did none of that matter to you was it all a lie why did you do this why did you use me like this why didnt you tell me from the start you were just gonna leave and break my heart " erza said. Gray looked down "you know I though this time was different I was finally gonna be happy and be able to be myself again and made in time my brown heart would heal but I was wrong dead wrong ... " Erza said. Gray didnt say nothing he felt to guilty. "I don't ever want to see you again you hurt me so much after this just leave .. And don't ever come back because you are no longer welcomed in what is left of my heart you " erza said. Gray then heard sniffles and saw a drop fall to the ground he looked up and his eyes widen. Tears were falling from her eyes "erza I - he tried to touch her but she moved away. "Don't just .. Don't" erza said she hugged herself. Gray arm fell down to his side. " I hope you're happy with her " erza said. Erza turned and started walking away. "Erza please wait please don't leave me " gray said. Erza kept walking she couldn't see nothing the tears were blurring her visions. That's when she saw head lights and turn. Gray eyes widen "ERZAAAAA!!" He said as he tried to reach her but it was to late ...

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OMG sorry another cliff hanger !! lol what will happen next ??? Will erza be able to out the way or what?? hope y'all like and like I said thank y'all so much for y'all support and concernment !! I love y'all stay safe!

- Alondra

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