Stay With Me

Am I Wrong?

Chapter 65

Erza arrived home later that day. She sat there thinking about everything that had happened. Everything she had found out. She held herself "I'm sorry daddy, I'm sorry.." She said Her father was always a loving man and he came tired from work but when he got to the house he pretend to be okay just to see her smile but as she grew she noticed it more. "I wonder if you would have never left, would I have suffered this much? Would I be better than I am now?" Erza said she looked at the wall "no stop it Erza, you can't always get what you want in life you have all that you need others are more in need them you" Erza said to herself. She picked up her phone dialed Jellal number. "Hello?" He said "hey it's me Erza" Erza said "Erza! How's my lady doing?" He said Erza smiled "alright how about you?" She said "ugh all I do is work I've got tired of it I just want a break" Jellal said "I'm sorry to hear that jelly don't worry you'll be back in no time!" Erza said. "I really do hope so but anyway tell me how are things over there?" Jellal said "they been okay I guess not the best but still gotta keep going" Erza said "that's right Erza you keep pushing through no matter what just know I love you"Jellal said Erza smiled "thank you Jellal talking to you just enlightens my mood" Erza said "well that's why I'm here for I am your future husband of course" Jellal said Erza giggled "but Erza have you decide on a date I don't want to rush you" Jellal said "no I've forgot I've been so busy don't worry when you get back I'll have a date official and set" Erza said "okay then I shall take your word for granted I have to go I'll call you once I'm done with the business" Jellal said "alright bye jelly I miss you!" Erza said "I miss you too" Jellal said and they hung up. Erza got dressed to work she got in her car she arrived and everyone was all smiling at her "why are y'all all smiling?" Erza said. "Well I think you'll be happy with what you walk in" Al said. Erza looked at him in confusing "just go to your office" Bisca said. "Uh okay" Erza said walking off "why can't you ever do anything sweet like that to me" Bisca said from the distance. Erza opened her office and her things fell from her hands a thousand roses were in her office all in big bouquet "oh my gosh" Erza said looking around a big smile on her face. She then came across  roses with a card inside she took them out. She opened it and read it

"Dear Erza,
I apologize for leaving you for so long but I promise I'll be back I send you these roses to represent your beauty reminding me of your scarlet hair

Love, Jellal"

"Oh Jellal" Erza said she smiles as she held the card near her chest maybe Jellal was the one maybe she would grow to love him she was already starting to he was slowly getting In her heart maybe he was slowly breaking that shell as well. Erza called Jellal he didn't pick up. She decide to leave a voicemail "I received your roses thank you jelly that was so sweet I loved it" Erza said and then hung up. She worked all day happy just thinking of what Jellal had did she had send some people to take them home she stayed to work a few things she had not since she had left with gray on that trip it she had A lot to do to catch up. The people who took the roses came in "ma'm they were delivered to your house" they said "ahh thank you I'll pay you just a sec" Erza said "looks like you're in for another surprise at home" they said as they smiled "huh?" Erza said as she paid them "you'll see ma'm" they said and left. Erza just shook the though off and still kept working. That's when the designer came in for the model run way show "good evening madam" he said "ah you must be the designer?" Erza said "yes that is me Lou Harvard" he said "Erza Scarlet" she said extending her hand "Erza scarlet? Hmm why does that sound familiar?" He said "ahh yes I remember my top customer talked about you!" He said "top customer?" Erza said "yes Gray Fullbuster! He said you had the most beautiful scarlet hair and even your last name is scarlet and that when I was too see you I'd think you're a goddess and he certainly wasn't wrong you are indeed very beautiful" he said kissing Erza hand. "Wow he said that?" Erza said "yes he just could not stop talking about you" he said. Erza blushed and smiled. "Anyway shall we get to work?" He said "ahh yes!" Erza said and began to work telling Lou how she wanted the dress for the run way show. After a long day at work she decided to finally go home she got in her car and drove home. She arrived later and went to the 17 floor and walked to her house when she stopped her eyes opened wide she saw a huge bear on her door bigger than herself "omg!" Erza said and went to it. "It's so big!!" Erza said she then saw a cd next to it and a card. She picked them both up and opened the card.

"To thank you for everything and to show you I'm not giving up I'm going to fight for you and since you told me once you though it be cute if someone made a song for you well I did and I hope you like it!

Love, Gray"

Erza smiled "Gray..." She said she pulled the teddy bear inside next to the roses and sat there looking and both of them. She was happy but sad two guys in love with her but she couldn't choose she didn't know anymore what was the right choice and she didn't know if what she was doing was right anymore she's engaged to Jellal but then there's grays who's really trying. She signed "ugh!! She said as she grabbed a pillow covering her face "what am I going to do?" Erza said. She played the Cd hearing grays voice it filled her with butterflies. She laid back thinking about both of them both. "I don't know anymore I was so sure with Jellal but gray In here and he's ruining everything making me have second thoughts .." Erza hugged her pillow. "I just don't want to hurt anyone" she said.

Jellal looked up at the ceiling he couldn't sleep at all knowing gray was there was just bothering him he knew he was slowly winning Erza and he is engaged with Erza but that doesn't mean Erza still doesn't feel anything for Gray he knows how much she still cares for him. He looked at the picture in his phone of her and him happy. "Was it wrong for me to come back into her life? Was it wrong for me to lie to her that I saved her? Was it wrong to take advantage that she was hurt by another man and crawl in her heart? Is anything that I'm doing right?" Jellal said he signed he looked at the time "tomorrow's a big day I need some rest" he said.

Gray sat in his counter drinking. He knew for sure he loves Erza but he didn't know of what he was doing was right. "Coming into her life while she's engaged I am wrong for that? Hurting her but yet still trying to win her am I wrong? Fighting for her while she finally looks happy again am I wrong for that? Am i just being selfish for that? Do I just not want to see her happy with another guy? Why does everything I do feel wrong but yet right?" Gray said he took a sip of his drink. "I'm pathetic" he said as he hit his head. He got up and looked outside his window "Give me a sign tell me if what I'm doing is wrong, tell me if I should just let her be or tell me if I should fight I don't know if what I'm doing is right... Am I wrong?" Gray said as he looked up in the sky at the stars expecting an answer. When nothing happened He looked down "I'll call it a night..." He said and shut the window.

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Sorry for taking so long I was on my summer vacations and a lot of crazy stuff happened! Soo sorry but trust me I'll try to update sooner and longer