Chapter 52
After some weeks of spending time together Erza grew very fond of Jellal. Everything was just how it use to be the old Jellal and her when they were in love. Erza still not in love with him but what there connection is no longer a friendship. Erza had developed a few feelings for Jellal. She wasn't completely happy because then and there Erza would be remind of Gray and her love for him had not gone away she tried and tried so hard but always kept thinking of him. Jellal and her sat down on a bench near by the beautiful sky and a slight breeze everything was perfect. "Everything is ... Beautiful" Erza said. "Yes it is and especially being here with you" Jellal said. Erza blushed and smiled although New York had its pretty moments it was to noisy and filled with to many people she liked back home where is was nice and beautiful every day. "So Erza what do you say once about I told you once we get married come live over here?" Jellal said. "Everything is wonderful and all but I like back home Jellal its peaceful and quiet and it's were I grew up" Erza said. "Come on Erza it would be better for both of us i could get you a job in my business and that way I would be traveling so far away from you and it'll be like how we planned the first time and Erza remember you told me long time ago how you wanted to move out of Magnolia so bad?" Jellal said. "I don't know Jellal we have months away anyway I'll be thinking about it" Erza said. "Alright take you time dear" Jellal said as he pulled Erza closer to him. She laid on his shoulder.
Gray was picking out what to wear for today's concert. He looked at his closet and choose and outfit and put it on the bed. He looked at the time he had a lot to go until the concert he began to rearrange his room. He got bored and played on his desk looking thru stuff when something fell out. He ducked down picked it up and bringing his head up he hit the desk. "Ahh" Gray yelled he rubbed his head "stupid desk" gray said. That's when he looked at what he had in his hand the picture of Erza when they were at the beach. He blushed as he looked at her body so curvy and lovely but than he looked at her face. In the picture she was holding on to her hand and slightly turning back facing him with the biggest smile ever. He looked at her so happy. That was the happiest he had ever seen her she was so amazing not only from her look but her personality. "Erza" he said and touched the photo. Remembering that smile of her making him smile but than he remember her face the day she had found out something he never had forgotten.
"Erza wait!" gray said he grabbed her arm. Erza pulled herself away. "Don't you dare touch me !" she said backing away. "Erza I know you're mad but please let me explain!" gray said."Explain what?" erza said. "That you lied to me from the start about who you were instead of telling me the truth and not only that but you were engaged? " erza said. Gray looked at her then looked away. "How could you lie to me.. After all we've been thru did none of that matter to you ?" erza said looking at him. "Why would you lead me on like this and then crush everything we had .. why did you even come here in the first place " erza said. "I did some terrible things one night at a party and as punishment I was to live here for one year until my world tour started I never intended to hurt you or ever fall in love with you but i did each day I fell more and more and my feelings grew and I couldn't stop them so I let them I was so selfish wanting to get what I want that I never realized all the damage I would cause but when I did it was to late and I didnt want to tell you " gray said erza looked at him. "You didnt want to hurt me ? Look at all This look at what you've done you could have stopped all this you could have told me you were engaged all those calls you got each day were her worrying about you when you were with me did you not think of neither of our feelings ?" Erza said. He looked down "you told me you would help me fix my broken heart from jellal but instead .. You crushed it even more" erza said. " I told you everything all my dark secrets all my pain all my life I let you in when I should have been keeping you out. I let you in because I though you could help me and change me and help me break the armor around my heart and you did I'm not going to lie you've been there for me thru everything and helped me but now ... All that means nothing because you just threw it all away and hurt me even more" erza said. "I'm sorry " gray said. "Sorry? " erza said . "Sorry means nothing now " erza said . "I tried to tell you but I couldn't " gray said. "Tried? if you really would have tried none of this would have happened .. And worst of all you took the most sacred thing from me my virginaty and my love did you not once feel guilty?" erza said. He looked down. "Did all the time we spend, all the smiles and laughs, all the hug and kisses, all the time we spend talking under the stars and holding each other while we fell asleep, all the love making we did ... Did none of that matter to you was it all a lie why did you do this why did you use me like this why didnt you tell me from the start you were just gonna leave and break my heart " erza said. Gray looked down "you know I though this time was different I was finally gonna be happy and be able to be myself again and maybe in time my broken heart would heal but I was wrong dead wrong ... " Erza said. Gray didnt say nothing he felt to guilty. "I don't ever want to see you again you hurt me so much after this just leave .. And don't ever come back because you are no longer welcomed in what is left of my heart " erza said. Gray then heard sniffles and saw a drop fall to the ground he looked up and his eyes widen. Tears were falling from her eyes "erza I - he tried to touch her but she moved away. "Don't just .. Don't" erza said she hugged herself. Gray arm fell down to his side. " I hope you're happy with her " erza said.
"I hope you're happy with her" it repeated in his mind. He wasn't, this decision he made he wasn't happy with he wasn't he happy with her in fact it was like hell everything was not what he though it would be it was all his fault. "I'm sorry Erza .." He said he slowly got up and put the picture down and got dressed.
Erza and Jellal walked around the streets of New York when there was a big scene across the street. "OMG OMG HES GETTING MARRIED?" "That's our baby!!" "Not Gray!!" Erza ears perked up "gray?" She thought. She ran across the streets cars stopping for her. "Erza where are you going??" Jellal yelled. Erza didn't respond. She ran until she got there and pushed most of the girls out her way and stood in front of it her eyes wide open as she saw a picture of him and Ultear and what shocked her the most was what it said. "Our famous couple Gray and Ultear getting married in a month" Erza read it her heart sank "In a month" those drawn her attention it felt like her heart had stopped "no" she though it couldn't be in a month had he really moved on fast did he forget her so soon? Of course he had. Having a beautiful model who is confident and love how she looks would make him forget her who is only a normal girl filled with flaws and insecurities. "Erza!" She turned it was Jellal out of breath "are you crazy you could've got killed where did you go!" He said he was worried how could Erza be so selfish. "I- she didn't say anything when he looked up and got his answer. "Oh" he said. The wonderful smile he once had faded away with a sad little smile. Erza knew he had gotten hurt. "I though it was about my company that's why I rushed over here but it's just about them no biggie haha let go come on!" Erza said faking a smile trying to walk away "you don't have to lie Erza I know what this is about" Jellal said. He grabbed Erza hand and pulled her to him hugging her. She felt shocked "I know it hurts, I'm sorry you had to see that" Jellal said. Erza was more taking back he had not gotten mad like she though he would he had understood how she felt and she hugged him back. He truly was kind why was it so hard to fall back in love with him. She wish she could she didn't want to hurt him he didn't deserve it. "I'm sorry Jellal, I'm so sorry" Erza said. Her fist holding his clothes more tight holding her tears back. "It's okay it's not easy getting over a person whom you loved so much I understand you I just wish you wouldn't hide it from me you can tell me I don't mind" Jellal said. "Now come on let's go back to my place" Jellal said. He held Erza hand leading her home.
"Thank you for everyone for coming today!" Gray called out to his fans as he left the stage. "Good job Gray" his workers called out. "Thanks" gray said walking to his room. He closed the door. He wipe his sweat away. He loved performing but he always came exhausted and tired and sweaty. He looked at his phone 50 missed calls from Ultear. He got a message from her "have you gotten suited for your tuxedo yet?" He signed. He didn't want to think about the marriage thing. He was to stressed out the marriage was one month away and he found himself going deeper and deeper into depression he would be marrying a woman whom he did not love. That's when someone knocked. "Who is it?" Gray said. "It's me Liz" he rolled your eyes. "I'm busy" he said. "Not to busy for me" she said and came right in. "Hey you can't just come in like that what if I was changing" Grays said. "As your manager I can anyway that's not important so we have the next place from the world tour to go to that's coming" Liz said. "Okay so? We go not much to say just go" Gray said. "No Gray I'm really thinking hard about this I really don't think we should go but it will affect it since it's a world tour" Liz said. "Why don't you want us to go" Gray said. "It's not that I don't want us to go I don't want you to go" Liz said. "Well why not it's a world tour we have to" Gray said. "Yeah but I think it will affect your career" Liz said. "What place is it that we are suppose to be going next that you don't want me to go" gray said taking it as a joke looking at himself in the mirror. Liz took a deep breath that let it out the place he had least except "Mangolia"
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Sorry it was short and sorry it took me a while to update! What will happen next? Mangolia ? How will Gray react?? hoped y'all like!!
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