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Chapter 47

It's been 4 days since the proposal jellal had suggested she still wasn't decide and tomorrow was the day she had to give her answer. She wasn't sure, she loves gray and her heart still wants him no matter what but after all he done and he's caught up in his own world he surely must be happy he always wanted to leave this town to go back now that he has it he must be happy he must be having fun living the rich life while Erza was stuck with a broken heart and memories. She signed she looked at the picture they had taken when he took her to the fair they were so happy, so in love where did it all go wrong... Erza looked at another picture of jellal and her it had been a long while since then but she was happy then with him maybe she can grow to love him again just maybe? She sign she stood up and looked outside her window it was a rainy day. She might as well maybe stay in. She heard a knock at the door. She went to it it was Lyon holding boxes "juvia told me to give these to you" Lyon said. "Oh thanks put them near the couch please" Erza said he placed them near. He looked at Erza house it looked at dark and gloomy. "Juvia asked me to ask you how you holding up?" Lyon said. "Ahh I'm .. Fine" Erza said. "I see" Lyon said he than saw the pictures on the table he lifted them both and looked at them Erza looked happy in both but something about the one with Gray her eyes sparkled more her smile was bigger the look on her eyes you could tell she was in love. "So what about jellal?" He asked. "Huh? What about him?" Erza said. "What are you going to say to him?" Lyon said. Erza looked out the window "honestly I have no clue.." Erza said. "But it's tomorrow the day" Lyon said. "I know but I'm not sure .. I know jellal a great guy but ..." "You're still in love with Gray" he said. Erza looked at him and then looked down. She didn't have to say anything else. "You love him a lot don't you.." Lyon said. "Painfully .. Yes I do" Erza said. "No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to forget him I can't seem to .. But he's happy now and that's all there is to it .." Erza said. "No I know Gray he's never loved someone like he loved you Erza you're actually his longest relationship" Lyon said. Just cause I'm his longest relationship he doesn't love me .." Erza said. "ERZA QUIT BEING SO BLIND HE DOES LOVE YOU HE SAID IT HIMSELF IF YOU WOULD JUST- "HE NEVER LOVED ME !!" Erza said raising her voice Lyon stopped Erza looked down the rain came harder "He didn't love me, he just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe I was just good for his ego. Or, or maybe I made him feel better about his miserable life, he didn't love me, because you don't destroy the people you love ..." Erza said. Lyon stayed quite. You could hear the tv now. "So what's the special news Kate" the man said "well it seems the marriage continues" Kate said. It drew attention to Lyon and Erza moving closer to the tv. "Our famous singer not to mention a hottie Gray Fullbuster and our beautiful model Ultear they have decide to Continue the wedding our former worker is interviewing them right now shall we see that they are saying?" Kate said and the screen showed another lady. " Gaby can you tell us more?" Kate said. "Yes I am here with your stars Gray and Ultear" she said passing it to them Ultear had the biggest smile on her face while gray had a small smirk. "So what made y'all decide to continue the wedding weren't y'all having problems about some Erza chick??" Gaby said. "Well we decide to continue the wedding because .." Ultear looked at gray. "Simply because we are meant to be and love each other so dearly" Ultear said holding his hands. "And the rumors about that girl isn't true gray doesn't love her right gray?" Ultear said. Gray was off in space "right gray??" Ultear repeated again " yeah .." Gray said. "See he don't love her, and plus why would he love her she's a nobody and probably ugly and look at me he wouldn't trade me in the world right gray" Ultear said. "Right" gray said. "Gray so how do you feel about the wedding ?" Gaby said. "Well .. I'm .. Idk happy ig .." Gray said. "Well we wish you the best of luck although you'll be breaking lots of our hearts" Gaby teased and pasted back to Kate "yes indeed he will by announcing his marriage with Ultear all the fans hearts are broken seeing our gray going to walked down the aisle with the love of his life well stay toon for more about the shooter in Colorado" Kate said and then the commercials started. Erza stayed there "no Erza there has to be a mistake he- "there's no mistake to it Lyon I'll just have to accept it and move on .." Erza said moving away. "No Erza he loves you not her I- "HE DOESNT LOVE ME LYON!" Erza said her eyes made him stop "he never loved me .. He always loved her that's why he's by her side instead of mine.. Beside why would he love me ... He has a hot sexy confident woman by his side loved by everyone and me ... Why I'm just an imperfect, ugly piece of shit with insecurities .. He loves her he said it himself if happy is her ... Than I'll be happy for .. Him" Erza said her eyes got watery and a tear slipped. "But you love him Erza ..." Lyons eyes soften " I guess .. I'll love him from afar no matter what he'll always be in my heart even if I'm not in his anymore .." Erza said "but it's clear to see, he loves her ... And not me" Erza said she grabbed her things and left her house she rushed out tears flowing thru her face and she ran thru the streets of magnolia the rain hitting her face no one knowing she's in pain no one noticing her tears. She went to the river bank and sat there thinking hard real hard gray was moving on he's happy and in love with her. Erza remember the day he confessed to her.

They walked they the streets erza shivered from the cold and gray took of his jacket and place it around her. "No gray in fine " erza said . "Your shivering " gray said . "But what about you ?" erza said . "Don't worry about it I have a long sleeve" he said . Erza blushed and gave a soft smile . "Thanks " erza said. They went to the river bank and gray helped erza sit down and he sat down. "So what is the important thing you had to tell me" erza said. "erza I brought you out here because .. There's something I've been meaning to get out my chest and if I hold it in any longer than I don't think ill be able to bare with it any longer " gray said . "What is it gray?" erza said said worried filled hers eyes. Gray grabbed a whole of her hands erza was shocked but she let him her hands were so warm and soft. "Well erza since the moment we meet I knew their was something about you I was never going to be about to stay away from , as the time went by we got closer and closer and our friendship grew but not only did that grow the love I felt for you also grew " gray said . "I fell in love with without evening knowing ... Erza I know what you been thru wasnt easy and it's hard to forget and till this day it hurts you but I want you to know in there and ill always be there but erza I can't hide these feelings anymore .. Erza I'm .. In love with you" gray said . Erza eyes grew wide . "I know I might not be the perfect guy for you or what you've been looking for but if you let me I can heal you and help you go thru this pain we'll go thru this together you don't have to be afraid anymore I'm here to protect you, you don't have to lock your heart anymore and if your heart broken then ill glue it back together it might not be perfect but it's to me it worth it all " gray said erza stood their stun by his words. "You said no one will ever love you but your wrong .. I love you erza " gray said

Erza looked at the water "was all you said ... Was it all a lie .." Erza said. Erza looked down some tears fell from her face. She brushed them off. She knew no matter what , even if she had hope she didn't think there relationship would work anymore .. She looked at the river she knew she couldn't keep jellal waiting any longer ... She remember all of hers and jellal memories she was happy before maybe she can be happy again .. Maybe she might not love him but with time she might grow to love him once again I mean he was there for her when she was sick and in coma he saved her ... but she loved gray ... "Make up your mind Erza!! Make up your mind !" She said to herself she looked up at the moon. "Moon you who has seen me suffer you who know my pain .. Please tell me what to do .. Should I give up and move on your hold on ... " Erza said she looked up she though about it. Gray was happy without her and he was moving on she should to .. The rain was still pouring she knew what she had to do she looked one last time at the river bank and took off she had to move on she had to give jellal an answer. She ran to his house knocking hard. He answered "Erza ! What's wrong?? Why are you out hear in the rain ?? Didn't we agree you'd give an answer by tomorrow?" Jellal said. "Jellal I don't think I've been fair to you , I think I need to give you an answer please round up everyone and let's all meet at Mira cafe I'll give you your answer there" Erza said. "Okay Erza but are you sure you still don't need time?" Jellal said. "I know my answer now .. I don't need anymore time .." Erza said and took off she went home and got ready she took a shower and put on a blue dress and dark purple lipstick and put her hair in a bun and she went over and grabbed her umbrella and went to Mira cafe everyone was there now. They all waited patiently. "Jellal I have your answer but before I say it I just want to say .. Thanks guys for being there for me for trying to help me I'll be happy now I'll .. Try to move on .. And jellal thank you for everything you done for me I can't repay you enough .." Erza said. Jellal nodded everyone stayed quite Erza shut her eyes was she sure of her decision ? No there was no turning back ... "Jellal ... My answer is .. Yes"

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Omg!! Woah what will happen now Erza said Yes to jellal and Gray is getting married still !?! Woah lol anyway so hope y'all liked and I'll try to update again oh and for my people who watch grey anatomy I stated a quote from it if y'all can guess which one I changed it up a bit tho lol anyways
love y'all stay lovely

-Alondra

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