Stay With Me

Grays Depression

Chapter 41

It's been one month since gray has left all the people he had left behind but all the memories he had brought with him made him feel worse and worse . He remember when he arrived all the cameras all the reporters, paparazzi in his face all happy to see him and talk to them by hy didn't he feel the same why didnt he have the urge to talk to them like they did to him. When he arrive at his mansion why didnt he felt like home he would have been so happy to be in his ok life where he has everything. But what good is it to have everything if the only thing he ever wanted wasnt with him. Ultear had came and showed a fake smile to the paparazzi acting like their love life's were fine when in reality it's was gone and sent down the drain. He had came home and drank In his little bar and drank like hell not once leaving his house. And right now he laid in the same spot holding a bottle of liquor with one hand and with the other a picture of erza. The door opened he didn't look up but he knew it was his manager "Gray where the hell have you -" she stopped she walked to him. "Why are you doing this to yourself gray ? You haven't even came to none of the interviews or anything do you not care about your career " she said. "I don't care anymore the only thing I ever cared about you took it all away now nothing's the same and never will be " gray said. " is this about sending you to that one place I didn't it to help you I didn't know that it would go so bad for you if I would of- "that's not it !!" Gray said slamming the bottle of liquor to the wall. "That place wasnt bad at all for once it felt ... Like a home I actually did something for once in my life I learned I meet people and I meet a wonderful person who changed me for the better and saw the real me ... And I fell in love " gray said. "What are you talking about you have ultear ?" His manager said. " sure I have ultear but she never brought the bet out of me, she never showed me how to be grateful in life, she never showed me what kindness is she didnt do shit for me ... But she ... She's different she didnt love me for my money,my fame, my charms ... She loved me for me she was so kind to me she helped me in everything she showed me money isn't what matters in this world what actually matters is love and for once in my life I was happy And just by having her next to me was my happiness seeing her beautiful eyes light up and her amazing smile that could stop the whole universe and that sweet laugh of hers that jut brighten my day and breath that whispered my name just her herself made my heart flutter .. I'm in love with her .." Gray said a tear trickled down his cheek as he meet the eyes of Liz. She was in full alert now never had she seen gray cry and especially not for a girl. " but I blew it all... All for lies and selfishness I couldn't value something special when I had it and now she's gone I lost the love of my life " gray said. He grabbed another bottle and chugged it. "It's good that you let that girl go she was only going to hold you back from being successful never let love get in your way it only let you down take a look at the real world gray not the fantasy world you only need one thing to get you thro life and that's money you need to wake up from your dream and do what's right" Liz said. "If living in a the real world is a life with out her then I rather life in my dreams with her " gray said. Liz looked at his hand holding the pic. "So that's the girl?" She said gray nodded Liz took the pic and saw her she had beautiful brown eyes her smile so warm and graceful but what caught her attention was the hair a lovely scarlet. "You have good taste indeed gray ... What was her name ?" Liz said. "Erza .. Erza scarlet .." Gray mumbled. She placed the pic down. "Get over her gray its time to move on you have a fiancée y'all will be getting married in 3 months your life is with ultear now not her " Liz said and got up and walked out. " how can I possibly get over somebody that means the world to me" gray said and touched the picture with his thumb. " ill never love her ... You're the only one my heart calls for but I know your heart belongs to him .. I won't fight it anymore ... You deserve to be happy whether it be wih me or without me .. All I was if for you to be happy " gray said he took one last sip of his drink and got up and dress it was time to go to the life that belong to him there was no way out anymore he have to live knowing he let the person he love go he have to live his life just like he did without knowing her bit this time it would be harder since her name is for ever tattooed in his brain. He wore a black shirt with khakis and black combat boots he put some shades on and fixed his hair. And opened the for he walked out the lights cameras hitting his face but the security guards were holding the back He heard people screaming his name and crying. He looked up to see the sun bright as ever he kept walking ignoring everything around him with that one person plastered in his mind. he arrived at the limo an looked up "I wonder how you're doing without me erza .." He thought and then got inside and drove off .

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Sorry it was short but hoped y'all liked an this was grays part but next chapter will be erza I'm sorry I will be updating late since I barely have time to get on well I hope y'all liked it )