Stay With Me

moving on with memories is hard

Chapter 40

Erza heart throb with pain watching him walk out felt like her whole world came apart but it was the best after all he had done she could no longer accept him in her life not after what he's done she laid her head back on her pillow and cried. Gray finally got to his hotel and began packing that's when he was reach for the top drawer and then saw the picture he had taken from he we horrible these past days had not be well for him he felt like his whole world had crash how could something so perfect and beautiful break all of a sudden well all he knows is whatever they had he ruined it all and their was no one to blame but him an he was just gonna take the guilt with him. He looked out the window from his motel. He signed "goodbye ..." He said he heard a knock at the door he went and opened it. It was Lyon. "So you really are leaving" Lyon said his voice cracked. "It's better for all of us if I'm not here anymore maybe when the time is right ill come back to visit" gray said. "Shouldn't you go talk to erza and try I don't want you to leave after all these years your leaving again " Lyon said. "No I have to leave an I don't think so what I did .. Should be left like that erza won't accept me anyway "gray said "at least say goodbye?" Lyon said. "Idk .." Gray said. "What about natsu isn't he your Bestfriend ?" Lyon said. "Not after what I did to him he doesn't want to see me either " gray said. Lyon sat down and gray felt bad he was leaving his fiend who was like his brother after all the years begin apart. He heard sniffles he turned . His eyes soften he sat down next to him. He place a Han on his back "I'm sorry ... " gray said he had no words to say he felt like evening saying sorry was worthless everything he ever did hurt the people around him. Lyon got up. "Just take care punk .." He said and smiles and left gray sat there after some hours he finished packing everything. He felt the need to say goodbye to his Bestfriend he walked to natsu house. He knock natsu opened the door he didnt look happy. "What do you want" he said. He didnt really Expect a happy welcoming but it hurt. "I ... Can I talk to you?" Gray said. Natsu got out and close the door behind him and they look at each other. "What is it " natsu said. "I just came to say goodbye .. " gray said. Natsu eyes widen . "So you really are leaving?" Natsu said. Gray nodded "ill be out of all your life y'all won't have to worry about me I won't come back like y'all want" gray said thy stood quite. "What are you going to do with your life then .." Natsu said "keep singing ig and ... Ill have to Marry that girl ... " gray said. "What do you mean have to don't you want to ?" Natsu said. "No ... I never did all I really wanted was erza but I'm no good might as well leave it how it is " gray said. "When are you leaving ?" Natsu said. "Today" gray said "today!" Natsu said nearly choking . Gray nodded they stood their in silence. " well ig ill be going" gray said walking and turning. He stopped "natsu I know you to wont forgive me but I'm really sorry for everything I did to you ... I know this wont repay but it'll help at least " gray said he threw him an envelope natsu caught it and opened the envelope and his eyes wipe as he read it "what is - "Lucy told me a very long one that you were late in payment to your house and your company going down so I paid all your house and I invested 2 million in your company by now your company should be at the very top" gray said. Natsu eyes widen. " I don't care if you hate me but for me you'll always be my Bestfriend ..." Gray said and walked away. Natsu fell on his knees and started to cry. Gray roamed around the street debating whether to visit erza or not and he decide he should he went it her house and knock she opened her eyes full of resentment and pain. "I'm sorry I know I should have came ... But I had to see you before I leave now ..." Gray said. "Your leaving .. Already" erza said her voice harsh and rash but deep inside was filled wih concern "yeah for good I won't bother you anymore i just wanted to see you .. " gray said. They walked to the balcony and looked at the night sky. "Why did you come don't you see I don't want you here "erza said . It hurt . "I know but a part of my heart wanted to come and it had to get what it wanted " gray said. "Well then you can leave"erza said. He looked down "don't worry I will you won't ever see me again" gray said. Erza heart ached and her eyes soften "so you won't ever come back ..." Erza said her voice more softer this time. "Maybe idk maybe when the time is right .. " gray said. "When will the time be right? " erza said "who knows months years decades .. Ill take as much time as you need for you to forgive me and look at me with those eyes again" gray said. "But what if by then those months and years ... My hand is with a ring and my love for you has died?" Erza said. Gray looked at the stars that question stabbed his heart but he showed no evidence of hurt "then I guess ill see you be happy without me .. And ill continue to love you but from afar" gray said and turned to looked at her and gave a sad smile. Erza looked at him then looked away and they watched the stars they stayed there looking at the stars as if they give them some kind of answer to there broken hearts. It was time to leave for gray he slowly removed himself from the balcony. "I guess it's time I leave " he said erza nodded and lead him to the door. He turned to looked at her." i guess this is goodbye then .." Gray said. "I guess so" erza said. "Farewell erza" he said they turned and left once the door shut the tears poured thru his and her eyes for they knew this was real the end of them . Gray got into the car and they started and drive off to the life that awaited do him "farewell erza .." Gray said as he looked at the star that was shining so dimly just like their love .

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I am so so so so sorry I haven't update for months like dang I hope y'all don't think I have abandon this it's just I've been so busy and with nothing to write the story I couldn't even get on since I had n Internet and its been awful I'm sorry if I let y'all all down please don't abandon this I really hope y'all still read ill try to update but it's really hate since I have nothing to write with ill try to put the next chapter next week love y'all stay sweet