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Erza Depression

💔 Erza Depression 💔

Chapter 33

Erza was at the cafe shivering her friends found her walking in the snow cold. Mira brought her a blanket and coffee. The rest crowded around her. "Erza-chan are you okay?" juvia said. "Erza if you need anything we're here?" levy said. "yeah " Gajeel and laxus said. "You need something to eat?" Mira said. "You want to go shopping It helps me?" Lucy said. "Ill pay for it " Natsu said. Erza shook her head. Her friends looked at her with sadness. Natsu was angry he hit the table "I knew this would happen I tried to tell him" Natsu said "I knew but he wouldn't listen and - they stood still when erza lifted her head "what?" she said. "I- "you knew ?" erza said looking at Natsu. Natsu looked in her eyes he couldn't lie to her. "Yes I knew since the very first time but I didnt know he was engaged until 4 weeks ago " Natsu said. "Why? why didn't you tell me !" erza said . "I was going to but gray said he would do it so I gave him a chance " Natsu said. "How could you Natsu I though you were my friend !" erza said. "Erza I'm sorry" Natsu said. "Who else knew " erza said madly looking at her friend. Gajeel stepped forward. "Me and .. Lyon knew " he said. "I also did but that was the day he was gonna tell you I found out " laxus said erza shook her head so close to tears. "Why did y'all not tell me " erza said. "We didnt want to see you hurt like jellal " Natsu said. "Natsu you know I hate lies and secrets why wouldn't y'all keep this from me " erza said. They looked down erza shook herself and turned to run away. "Erza wait!" Natsu said. But she ran he looked back Lucy gave his a disapproving look. She ran and ran thru the snow it might have been freezing cold but it didnt matter nothing matter after all everything that did matter got destroyed nothing else was important she held herself shivering as her tears fell. "Why? why me? what have I done wrong? " erza said she looked up. "Why does the world hate me ?" she said. She looked down she continue take it anymore if the world continues to reject her she'll regret it. She ran home and once she got their she shut the door no more heart breaks or caring To this day she'll shut herself from world just eating to die.

It been a week since what happen. Erza never came out of her house she was filled with depression and she was broken. She didnt eat, she didnt sleep, all she did was cry an drown in her sadness. Her friends came around always but she never let them in she shut herself out an wouldn't talk to no one. Gray often came begging to let him in but she didnt she stay in the door hearing him it was a daily routine.

"Erza please let me in please" gray said hitting the door. "Are you hearing me please.... Please just let me in" gray said. "I hear you .. I hear you everyday calling my name .. begging to let you in .... But I can't .." Erza though she hit her head against the window crying. She looked out window snow falling and children happily playing, building snow mans.
Gray signed he had moved out already from next door because he knew erza wouldn't want him near but he wanted to talk to her he couldn't let her go he loves her. "I'm leaving erza but ill be back .. I promise !" gray said still no answer and he left. gray went to the hotel where ultear was she had bought so much stuff and was talking on the phone "I can't want to go back home with gray-pooh it's so boring in this place but the good thing is people recognize me now so it's all good " ultear said she said she turned "gray !" she said. "Gtg grays here call you later meldy !" she said and hung up. she ran to him hugging him lifting her head I kiss him but gray turned "whats wrong?" she said . "Nothing .." he said. "Gray you keep doing this to me ever since I came you never treated me like this before ?? well to be honest it all started before Liz send you here you acted more distance and stop showing me love what happen to thoughts days" ultear said he pushed her away. "Ultear the truth is I never loved you I wasn't ready to settle down and well my mom wanted me to marry you so badly but I didnt and she bought the ring but I hid it and that's when you found it that day ... That day I place the ring in my suite because I meant to return in but you found it and though I was going to purpose and what else could I do.. ultear I don't love you .." Gray said. Ultear grew angry "dont tell me you fell in love with that bitch she nothing gray nothing! she not rich she's not famous like me I'm a model you need a real woman like me!!" ultear said. "To you She might not be nothing but to me .. She everything and with all my lies and selfishness I ruined the most beautiful thing me had an so dont care if she not as rich or not as popular as other girls but she loved me for me not for famous gray for regular me she showed me the true me and she made me a better person and that's something no one ever did she looked deep in my heart and helped me ... I'm in love with her and in not going to lose her " gray said. Ultear eyes widen her bangs covered her eyes "I'm not gonna give you up easily gray not to some girl or no one!" ultear said. Gray walked out. "I'm going to do everything gray is mine and will only be mine .." Ultear said.