Stay With Me

Let Her Go

Chapter 50

Gray though all day about what Natsu had said. Was he going to fight for Erza or was he going to let her go. He looked outside his window. "Master Gray?" His servant called. "Yes" gray said. "You're next Photoshoot is today but looking at the mess in this room and feeling the atmosphere shall I cancel it?" She said. "yes" gray said. "One more thing sir your manager Liz called and said she needs to talk to you as soon as possible" his servant said. "Hmm alright tell her I'll be there in .. 1 or 2 hours just give me a moment" gray said. "Yes sir" she said and shut the door. He let out a deep breath. "Fight for her or .. Let her go" gray said. "It all depends on me .." Gray said. He fell on his couch whatever he decide on .. The answer was not to come so quickly but somehow he felt force to give an answer now not to them but to himself "Erza .."

Erza was with Lucy looking at the wedding dresses. Lucy was so happy looking at dresses with Erza telling her this one was perfect for her but Erza wasn't feeling this, she looked around the wedding thing and looked how happy the brides looked trying there dresses on with her family and mother and father there they all so happy especially her. Why couldn't she be happy? The answer to that was because the bride and her were different. She was marrying the man she actually loved and she was marrying a man who she doesn't love. Just being here brought her memories of the time she was marrying jellal.

"Omg look at this dress!" Erza said. "No look at this one !!" Erza said running all around the store looking at dresses "Erza wait up!!" Lucy said that's when she bumped into Erza. Erza stood still. "Erza why did you stop??" Lucy said. "That's dress" Erza said pointing at it. "What about it?" Lucy said. "It's perfect I want to try it on!!" Erza said.
After a while she came out. "Erza you look beautiful !!" Lucy said. "This is the one I know it" Erza said. "You sure don't you want to - "no Lucy this is the one I'm sure of it the one I want to marry Jellal in" Erza said and smiled

Erza looked down. "Ooo what about this one ??" Lucy said. "No this one !!" Lucy said. That's when her eyes widen "omg Erza isn't this pretty" Lucy said turning towards Erza. Erza wasn't paying attention she was looking down. Lucy noticed she put the dress down and went to Erza. "Erza are you okay?" Lucy said. "Yeah I'm fine" Erza said. "Than why aren't you happy Erza, aren't you suppose to be happy you're getting married and this has always been your dream and you always wanted to get married?" Lucy said.
"I don't know .. I don't know .. This was my dream to get married but it's like ... Not the right way you're suppose to fall in love, be happy together and than get married. Not get married just to get over someone ... And that's what I'm doing .." Erza said. They stayed quiet.
"There's a reason I'd said I'd be happy alone, it wasn't because I though I'd be happy alone. It was because I though if I loved someone and then it fell apart. I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love? And then you don't have it. What if you like it? And lean on it? What if you shape your life around it? And then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever . ." Erza said. "That's why .. I never wanted to fall in love again with gray ... But I did and now .. Im the one who's paying the price for it" Erza said. Lucy looked down. "Lucy I think Imma just use the same dress when I was getting married with jellal" Erza said. "But isn't it ruined when you ran in the rain with it?" Lucy said. "I took it to get fixed it looks brand new" Erza said. "Oh okay but we still have to go to this other store to see what you want as decorations and stuff for the wedding come on" Lucy said pulling Erza up.

After the photo shoot gray walked out and that's when he meet with Ultear. "Babe so I got the whole thing set up for our marriage it's going to go all out and it's in the towns hall our party and I wanted to put some ice crystals of us and my dress I'm still picking it out it might be a 80,000 million dress but than there's this cute 100,000 dress I'm not sure I'm still picking but you're tuxedo have you pick it out?" Ultear said. Gray was out in space and that's when he shook his head "huh?" Gray said. "Oh babe I know you're excited as I am !!" Ultear Said hugging gray. "That's why I took the liberty to make announce our marriage everywhere there's posters and it's all over its the top news of this year !!" Ultear Said "what!" Gray said. "Did you not pay attention to anything I said our weddings going to go all out" Ultear said. "No Ultear I never wanted nothing like that I told you I wanted something simple and - "well baby I'll call you later I have a Photoshoot bye love you !!" Ultear said. Gray was left there he sat down in a near by bench. "I never wanted this ..." Gray said.