Stay With Me

Dont say it

Chapter 59

Nothing had gone as plan. Gray had plan the date to try to win Erza heart but it had gone terribly wrong even making her cry. How was he going to ever succeed if each time he saw her he ended up leaving her in tears. To top it off seeing her run to Jellal like that and how happy she was it killed him even more. But what he did was far unforgivable than that he made Erza feel worthless something she should have never felt he treated her so bad last night he didn't even know how he was going to face her tomorrow if he sees her. He didnt even get to ask how Erza and him started talking again it was just a disaster. He arrived at his hotel and just went straight to bed. "Fuck everybody! Fuck Love! Fuck this dam heart of mine! Fuck everything!!" Gray said he began to throw his things around. He sat there thinking about Erza what would he do if he saw her in that alter with jellal "what am I saying! I have to keep trying! No matter what I know I can win her heart! I just have to.." Gray said.

Erza sat down with Jellal at the table. "You look really pretty today was that thing so special?" Jellal said. "Jellal don't worry I'm with you" Erza said. "I know, I know but it doesn't change the fact that you still love him" Jellal said. "You're being silly Jellal" Erza said washing the dishes "am I Erza? I'm not dumb I've seen the way you look at him, the way your ears perk up when you hear his name, when you see his poster how you just gaze at him with pain" Jellal said. "It's just I'm still hurt from what he did doesn't mean I care about him" Erza said "if you clearly didn't care about him you wouldn't still be hurt its been a year" Jellal said. Erza set her place down Jellal had just done it "it took me 5 years to get over what happened between us two and you really think I'm going to forget about him that easily I'm not a girl who'll sleep with men just to forget" Erza said Jellal had angered her. She brushed past Jellal roughly and on to her couch. Jellal knew he had messed up. He went to her "I'm sorry.. I didn't mean it I just get jealous okay" Jellal said as he placed him shoulder on her hand. "You just have to trust me sometimes" Erza said. "I do trust you it's just.. I'm tried of waiting I've reached my limits" Jellal said. "I know and I'm sorry but can we please talk about something else today just hasn't been a good day for me" Erza said. "Alright" Jellal said as he sat down next to her. "What would you like to talk about?"Jellal said "how come you came back so early from your trip wasn't it suppose to be for a few months or so?" Erza asked "yeah it is but I asked if I can get a week to be with you" Jellal said "aww that's nice Jellal" Erza said. "Anything for- Jellal phone began to ring. "Excuse me for a bit" he said. Erza sat there waiting he came back his face wasn't to happy. "I guess I won't be able to spend the week with you after all stuff came up and I have to return as soon as possible so I'm leaving right now will you be okay?" Jellal said "yeah I'll be fine I promise" Erza said. "Alright I promise I'll call you" Jellal said as he kisses her cheek and went out the door and Erza remain there looking down.

The next day gray walked in the cafe. "Morning gray" Mira said "morning Mira" gray said as he sat down on the booth. "The usual?" Mira asked "ha yeah the usual" gray said that's when his scarlet beauty walked in as she did they made eye contact. She immediately turned away. Gray looked for Jellal he wasn't with her. Gray decide to wait outside to talk to her. He waited until she came out she looked at him and began to walk away. "I know you're still upset and you have alright to be and I'm terribly sorry I really am please I'll do anything for you to forgive me I'm sorry Erza" gray said. "Then leave me alone" Erza said. "I can't do that.." Gray said. "Then I guess I can't forgive you" Erza said walking off. "Please Erza please just talk to me I'm sorry I really am" Gray said. "Look gray I just don't want anything to do with you, just stay away from- "don't say it" gray said. Erza stayed still "don't you dare say "stay away from me" "leave me alone" "I don't want to see you anymore" dont say it" gray said. "Because I can't do that and I won't do that as much as you want I can't because what you don't know Erza is that when I'm with you, I'm a better person than I was before I'm in changing still to become better what I said last nigh was fucked up I should have never said that because it isn't true you aren't a low life in fact you are worth so much more that any of those high class people you are better than them I just wish you could see it how perfect you really are.. And I know I've been an asshole I've hurt you in so many ways and I'm truly sorry for that but I just can't leave you alone Erza you might be engaged but your not married so I can still try with you" Gray said. "But you're too late!" Erza said trying to walk away. "Is it true, that's there's nothing left of me inside you?" Gray said Erza hesitated to answer. "Every time you hesitate it's because you're confused. Is it?" Gray said. Erza didn't answer. "You're confused to either pick Jellal or me because you had history with Jellal and with me you still feel at least something right that's why you won't push me away, that's why you don't decline when I ask you out" Gray said. Erza began to tremble "He's reading right through me. How? I can't show him, I can't give him what he wants" Erza though. "You're mistake okay look I might not feel something for Jellal just yet but it doesn't mean I won't start feeling anything it's bound to happen and Jellal done so much for me, he's been kind, gentle, understanding, he saved my life when I was going to drown and he stayed with me through all my coma making sure I was okay and the doctors said someone donated blood I'm pretty sure it was him but you, where were you when I was in coma? Did you even visit once?" Erza said. Gray heart was heavy he felt like he wanted to burst in tears "I- I-" he couldn't say it. He just couldn't. "You were no where you didn't even care and when I was in coma" Erza said. "Tell her gray, tell her the truth" was all that was repeating in his head but he couldn't. "You don't understand" gray said as he lifted his head a tear glimpse in his eyes ready to roll down but gray was holding himself and Erza noticed. Gray turned away he didn't want Erza to see him cry. "Gray wait!" Erza called out but he kept walking. "Why couldn't I tell her? Why did I mess everything up once again? Do I even .. Deserve to live?" Gray though "GRAY STOP!" Erza screamed. Gray has came back to reality once he heard Erza that's when he turned to see the car and everything went black. Erza eyes widen "GRAYYYYYY!!!"

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Sorry this was short but this is were things are going to start falling in place y'all will start to understand everything! Hoped y'all liked

-Alondra