A good destiny is when two people find each other without even looking

Meadema talk & cuddles

''What does this mean?''

''Well I am not the only one deciding that.'' Beth whispers. ''What do you want Vivi?''

''You.'' Viv blushes as Beth's eyebrow raises in surprise and drops her head. ''In more ways than one.'' She quickly adds Beth's eyebrows raise in surprise. ''It scares the fuck out of me.'' She adds honestly.

''What does?'' Beth asks softly keeping her arms wrapped around Viv's shoulders as she sits up.

''The way you make me feel.'' Viv whispers. ''I am scared things will change the second I fully acknowledge everything I feel.'' She adds softly.

''Do you ever manage to shut your brain up?'' Beth asks as they lock eyes, she smiles as Viv just shakes her head and slowly runs her hands up the back of her neck. ''There is no need to rush into things Vivi.'' She whispers softly. ''I won't force you to open up immediately and I am all for taking it slow, why put labels to things when we can look where things lead us and just be us?''

''Meaning?'' Viv asks with a cute confused frown.

Beth smiles slightly and tickles her fingers up Viv's neck chuckling as she tries to squirm away. ''We just continue what we are doing now, but this time with one huge added bonus.''

''And what is that bonus?'' Viv asks in amusement as she reaches up to still Beth's tickling fingers.

''That we can do this whenever we want.'' Beth whispers, dipping her head to kiss her softly. She smiles into the kiss as Viv hums softly, cupping her jaw as she feels her hands slide up her spine and slowly pulls back.

''That sounds amazing.'' Viv whispers with a grin as she leans their foreheads together. ''Can I add one thing though?''

''Of course.''

''I would like to add open communication, when one of us feels like what we are doing harms us more than make us happy we sit down and talk.'' Viv murmurs. ''The last thing I want is to hurt you Beth, so instead of ignoring something that annoys us we talk about it.''

Beth nods her head and smiles. ''That sounds perfect, I do have one thing I would like to add.'' She muses, she chuckles as Viv just raises an eyebrow and lovingly trails her fingers up the back of her Viv's neck. ''I don't want you to plan things to just please me Vivi, let's alternate and do things we both like.'' She breaths out. ''I know that you jumped over a few hurdles the past few times and joined me to that spontaneous beach concert even though it was too packed for your liking so if something sends you into a tiny state of panic talk to me about it.'' She breaths out.

''We are in this together and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable.'' She adds as they lock eyes. ''We both know how things went in a fucked up relationship and I don't want to hurt you either, so I am all for open communication and doing things we both want.''

''That sounds perfect.'' Viv murmurs as she runs her hands up her back, she runs her hand up Beth's back as she just smiles and kisses her forehead as she cuddles into her. ''What do you say to a movie and a bit of relaxing before we head to bed so you can relax before driving off tomorrow?''

''What about studying?'' Beth asks softly.

''Think I did enough today.'' Viv murmurs as she saves the file still opened on her laptop, she turns it off and taps the small of Beth's back standing up after she did. ''You want a snack?''

''Do you have..'' Beth cuts herself off as Viv holds up a cadburry egg package and chuckles. ''Seriously? How many do you have hidden?''

''A few bags.'' Viv muses. ''I know the girls like to steal them so I made sure to always have a few hidden.'' She adds as she holds it out for Beth, she grabs the stroopwafels her parents brought with them their last visit and turns to look at Beth. ''Cuppa?''