Emotions Take Time

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Fun With Hannah, but not diary form and with a different family! Gonna see if I like this more than the diary like entries!

Hannah was feeling really emotional that day, and she knew why, but she didn't want to go to anyone about it because she felt like it was ridiculous even though it's normal to feel the way she does. She had just lost her best friend back at home, and it had been rough ever since she found out about it. She had plenty of emotional moments about it, but she didn't let it be known because she didn't want to bring attention to herself. 

You see, Bryleigh got her wisdom teeth out a week ago, so she has been dealing with pain from recovery from that. Hannah didn't want to take the attention away from that because pain from that is more than pain from losing someone to her. They may not agree with her about that, but that's just how she feels. If they ask her about her best friend or anything though, she doesn't know what she will do because she knows that she would get emotional about it, which she doesn't want. She'll just have to see what happens while Bryleigh is recovering and as Hannah heals from the death.

She was in her room recording a YouTube video for her personal channel, not for the family channel. She was doing a day in her life video because they were doing a lot of stuff today, and she wanted to show how everything went on her side and the family vlog's side. She was getting ready for the day, just showing her outfit for the day before changing into it. It was a nice, long sleeve black top with roses on it with light wash flare jeans and gray heydudes. She also added a nice tan headband that she had gotten for Christmas 3 years ago. She's not the kind of girl who wears makeup with Bryleigh does, so before she knew it, she was done getting ready. She ended the clip she was doing for the vlog and turned off the camera, sighing.

She felt tears come as she thought about her best friend, and she wiped them, sniffling. She was about to leave her room to go downstairs and see the others. Tracy had said that they were going to leave shortly after she went downstairs after getting ready, and plus, she didn't want to be seen crying. When she had all the tears she felt coming wiped off, she went downstairs, and Bryleigh was actually behind her, which she didn't realize until she was all the way down. She turned around and smiled seeing her. "Hey Bry. How are you feeling?"

She shrugged her shoulders softly. "I'm feeling good. In a tiny bit of pain, but that's normal with wisdom teeth removal recovery."

She nods. "I understand. I haven't had to get them out, but if I ever do, I'm nervous about it."

She nods. "I was nervous too H, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. Sure I cried for 2 hours after, but hey, that's just part of it."

She giggled softly. "Yeah. Maybe I'll be like that too, but hey, we'll have to see if I get them taken out."

They went to the kitchen after ending that conversation and met up with Tracy, where her and Ayden were waiting on them. When they both saw Bryleigh and Hannah with them, they all started to head to the car immediately. Hannah found herself tearing up again and she went behind all of them to wipe her eyes without them seeing.

They all got in the car, and Hannah was still wiping her eyes because tears were still wanting out even after she thought they weren't coming anymore. She was trying so hard to not cry because of the reason that was said before, but her body was thinking otherwise.

Tracy had set up the camera to start filming the next clip for the vlog they were doing that day, and Hannah quickly made sure she looked okay using her phone's camera. Before they knew it, they were vlogging.

"So we are in the car, getting ready to go to Ayden's hockey practice," Tracy begins. "We're going to stop by Dunkin first though because Bryleigh came to me last night and said 'hey mom, can we get Dunkin tomorrow before we go to Ayden's practice?'". I said yes, so that is where we are heading first thing this morning. Granted, she hasn't had any since her wisdom teeth surgery, so I think she could get some. As long as she's careful with it, she should be fine to use a straw."

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