Please, Remember The Bench (BY: Book 3)

The Love Of Your Life

Stef's POV 

I swear that woman is going to drive me insane. She's so God damn annoying, I mean who does she think she is exactly?!

If she thinks she's going to control me like that everyday she's dead wrong because I'm might have lost my memory, but I'm still me, and everybody knows not to mess with me, and if she doesn't know that, she will learn, and the hard way if needed.

And my mother, God my mother is even more annoying than that Lena. She literally sided with that woman instead of me, her daughter!

And it sucks it really does, because if my mother doesn't help me, and Mike is God knows where with another woman and kids, I mean... I'm stuck with that woman for real and I hate it.

It's frustrating as hell because I don't even have a choice like she pointed out to me three days ago, and since today they're going to take the cast off, I'm going to have to go into that house that they all call home and I hate it!

However, one thing was making me just a little bit less reluctant to go there, it is that my children are there. Apparently, they take a few more days off work just to stay with me, and that... well that I admit did a little something to my heart, not to mention that my Brandon would be there too, and I can't wait to spend some time with him and learn more about him like I did yesterday when he came visit me, alone this time.

FLASH BACK

"Knock, knock. Can I come in?" I hear a man's voice coming through my door as I turn my head to see my son's face sneaking in and that made me smile because even though he's an adult now, he still as the same face, he didn't change much, and I love it.

"Of course, come in baby." I say, my heart melting at the sight for he still looks like the sweetest boy.

"How are you feeling, mom?" he says as he takes a sit beside me and come take my hand. The strength in that hand I swear... it's crazy... my baby is a man... he doesn't even call me mommy anymore, and I don't even remember seeing him grow.

"I'm fine, love. They're taking the cast off tomorrow. How are you?" I say as his hazel eyes are still all shinny and beautiful, his hair still looks like his baby hair and I'm... I'm just in love with him.

"I'm good. I wanted to see you without everybody around. Our family is so loud." He smiles as I smile softly at him, so damn happy that he came just to see me.

"I'm glad you came..." I say, not knowing where to begin, because there is so much that I want to know...

"Mama said that you're coming back home tomorrow and that you were nervous." He says softly as I frown my eyes a bit.

"You... you call her mama?" I ask for... I'm his mom so... in what world does he call another woman mama, I mean... the real question is, what the hell was I doing with another woman?

"Yes, since I was five, we all call her that. You're mom and she's mama." He says as I don't even know what to say to that.

"So, why are you nervous about coming home?" he asks when he saw that I wasn't going to say anything.

"I'm... I'm not nervous, what does she knows anyway? I mean... I don't know her and she..." I started, but he soon cuts me off.

"You might don't know her, but she knows you... actually she knows you better than everybody else, including yourself..." he says as at this I'm speechless... how is that even possible.

"B... everybody is saying that I'm gay... I'm not gay... why... how did I end up married to a woman?" I ask for if they're someone that I trust, it's my baby.