I've been laying in my bed
Sleeping constantly
Attempting to sleep the pain off
Because I know what's coming
And you don't even know
But I'm the one
That this will hurt the most
I made the final decision
On what will happen next
It's supposed to save us
From each other
Because as good as I wanna be for you
I'll never be it
And as bad for me as you are
I'll always want more
This is our last dance
Our last chance
If you will
To be more than we are
Because right now we feel nothing
Each of us numb in our own way
Neither one feeling much of anything
It's like we're stuck
In a neverending cycle
And we long to escape it
But we hold on
In the hopes
That we will be better the
Next time we try this
If we take a step back
And look at where we've been
And where we're going now
The ending is the same
So why should we keep trying
Only to get the same results
The definition of insanity
Is doing something over and over
And expecting the ending to change
Are we both insane then?
Because we both hope
To see the ending
The way we want it to be
For a while there
We were doing so good
You pointed it out to me
Just the other day
That we argue less
Talk things out better
But we're still going nowhere
That's what I got from the
Silent context of the conversation
The context of us
Is hard to define with words
We're peaceful and tranquil some days
Yet angry and infuriated others
We fuck and we fight
In the hopes of fixing us
We can't fix this
We can't fix us
So why do we keep trying
Expecting different results
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Things to know
Poetrythis is a poetry book filled with poems that describe how I feel about myself, and some of them describe my relationships with some people, and the last few were just inspiration that hit and they came out on the paper
