‘I wish I could say how I feel, how I felt
And explain why I'm silently blaming myself
'Cause I put on these faces pretending I'm fine
Then I go to the bathroom and I press rewind
In my head, always going round and round in my head
Your fingerprints stuck a stain on my skin
You made me frame myself for your sins
You pathetic, dead excuse of a (wo)man’
— RAYE, Ice Cream Man.
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give me back my girlhood
Non-FictionTrigger warning for sexual assault, grooming, mental health issues and suicidal thoughts/attempts This is my vent book about my SA trauma, I use this as one of my coping mechanisms, to help other victims and to bring awareness.