I was 7 the first time I was cat called.
I was wearing shorts as it was summer, they were cat calling me because of my birthmarks. I have one on the back of each of my thighs.
The 'men' cat calling me couldn't have been any older than 17 or 18. One of them has a sister my age. We were in the same class.
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I was 10 the first time I was slüt shamed.
She was a nun. I was at the beach, wearing my bathing suit and shorts.
She told me to 'have some respect for myself and God, cover your breasts and shoulders'
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I was 14 when I was SA'd.
She gr00med me after my SA, because I didn't think I would be believed. She Sa'd at least twice more.
I felt such shame over it, that I didn't get help until three years later
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I was a child.
It was never my fault.
YOU ARE READING
give me back my girlhood
Non-FictionTrigger warning for sexual assault, grooming, mental health issues and suicidal thoughts/attempts This is my vent book about my SA trauma, I use this as one of my coping mechanisms, to help other victims and to bring awareness.
