Trigger warning for sexual assault, grooming, mental health issues and suicidal thoughts/attempts
This is my vent book about my SA trauma, I use this as one of my coping mechanisms, to help other victims and to bring awareness.
It's ok and completely valid to use humour as one of your coping mechanisms, I and many other victims use it, making light of a horrible situation with jokes can help with the healing and stop the victim from feeling as awkward when talking about their traumas.
This chapter is just my terrible jokes that come from my humour coping mechanism.
I'd like to give a clear trigger warning for this, as some victims may not find my jokes funny.
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Would've could've should've not forced an unconscious person to drink your tea
"You're such a people pleaser" I have a hard time telling people no. Maybe that's why I was gr00med and SA'd multiple times...
"Tea or coffee?" Tea, but please make sure that I'm not unconscious bestie <3
"What could you buy with your body count?" If we're counting that time I was unconscious, then a tesco meal deal; if not, then a can of pringles maybe?
*me crying over something stupid* *tiny voice in my head* b!tch stfu, we were literally gr00med and SA'd, have raging daddy issues and childhood trauma and you're crying over that ಠ_ಠ
"Why are you so dirty minded?" I hypers3xualised myself after SA because although I didn't like what she did you me, I liked the feeling of being wanted and someone wanting me, so I continue to hypers3xualise myself because it makes some people want me and makes me feel wanted again when they pay attention too me ಥ_ಥ
