I'd Tell You I Love You, But Then I'd Have To Kill You (Killua x Reader)

Chapter 15- kisses x and x beaches

The kiss was short and innocent- exactly like I imagined it would be. My face tinted a bright red as he leant backwards again and smirked.

"I've killed lots of people, you know." He suddenly said, his smirk vanishing. I grinned at him.

"So? It's all in the past, right? You wouldn't do that now." He hesitated for a second before nodding once, his lips turning upwards into a barely noticeable smile. Wait, why am I looking at his mouth? And how could he be so calm after he just kissed me?

"Yeah. For you, I wouldn't kill." He replied. I blushed slightly again, but quickly fought it down. "Besides, ever since I ran away I haven't killed anyone." He said it almost as if he were proud.

"T- thank you." I stuttered, looking at the floor in embarrassment. He quickly leant forward again and kissed my cheek.

"Anytime." He replied, grinning at me. I smiled back. "Hey, we should probably go and find Gon. He said he wanted to hang out with us today."

"Oh, okay."

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"Y/n!" The spiky haired boy practically jumped on me when he saw me, grabbing me into a tight hug. "It's so good to see you again!" Looking over, I saw Killua was fuming.

"Oi, get your hands off her!" He yelled harshly, breaking us apart. "She's still healing from her injuries!" I giggled a bit. Anyone could tell he was jealous.

"Oh! Gomene, Y/n!" Gon said quickly, bowing his head. "Did I hurt you?"

"Nope! Don't worry!" I said cheerfully. "But it looks like you may have hurt Killua..." I said under my breath so no one would hear. Killua shot me a glare. I guess he really was an assassin. Was.

"Ne, everyone!" Gon said, not phased by what happened in any way. "There's a beach really nearby! Do you wanna go swim?" My face immediately heated up. I've always been a bit self- conscious about myself.

"Sure." Killua said, digging his hands into his pockets. "Sounds like fun." He turned towards me, a smile playing on his lips. "Y/n?" Worse than that, I was going to see Killua. Without a shirt on.

"Sure."

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I stared at myself in my bikini in he mirror and sighed heavily. I was truthfully self-conscious because my chest was quite far above the average for a thirteen year old. I gulped before tossing my h/l h/c hair behind my back, brushing myself down a bit. I smiled into the mirror and stretched. What was the worse that could happen? (AN: I'm sorry everyone I couldn't help including a chapter like this lmao)

I stepped out of the changing room stall as everyone began to stare at me and whisper things in each other's ears. I blushed heavily when I heard some of what that were saying.

"She's so pretty!"

"I wish I looked like her."

I grimaced slightly and began walking down towards the sea when a boy cake and stood in front of me, smiling. He looked around the same age as me, and looked okay to talk to. He had short black hair and bright green eyes.

"Hey beautiful." He said suddenly, making me snap my head up in shock. "You were so pretty that I couldn't help coming over to introduce myself. I'm Kyle. You?" He cocked his head to the side slightly, making me flinch, but I finally managed to stand my ground and give him a straight answer.

"Y/n. I have to go, my friends are waiting. Sor-"

"What's the rush?" He asked, moving to stand in front of me again. I looked around for Killua, but he was nowhere to be seen. This guy obviously wouldn't do anything to me. He looked too innocent. "I want to get to know you. Wanna come and swim?" He gestured lazily towards the pool, grinning at me again.

"I really have to g-"

"I can tell you're shy, but I'm honestly not a bad guy. I promise."

"I'm sorry, I don-"

"Just give me a chance!"

"I-"

"Like hell she's giving you a chance."

We both turned our heads to see none other than Killua, looking angrier than ever. I immediately blushed when I saw him shirtless. He had a very pronounced six pack and a v line. I had to force myself to look away.

"And who are you?" He asked. "Y/n isn't owned by anyone. She can do what she wants." I shook my head frantically at Killua when Kyle wasn't looking.

"She's definitely not owned by you either." He fired back. "So let her do what she wants." That's when I had an idea.

I ran over towards Killua and wrapped my arms around his torso, burying my face in his neck. He immediately caught on and put his arm around my shoulder, making me shiver slightly.

"Besides, she's my girlfriend." Kyle's eyes widened for a minute before softening again.

"Sorry. I didn't know she was taken." Killua gave him an icy look before turning around and walking away, tightly holding my hand. As soon as Kyle was out of sight we both let go and sighed in relief.

"Are you okay, Y/n? He didn't hurt you, did he? I'm sorry I wasn't there, I was just-"

I stood on my tip toes and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, making his cheeks tint a slight pink.

"Hey, it's okay. Besides, I couldn't run away with another guy after what happened today, could I?" I tilted my head to the side, smiling sweetly.

"Y- yeah... I guess..." He murmured, looking at me directly in the eyes and smiling. My eyes couldn't help dropping down to his mouth, though. His lips just looked so soft...

"You okay?" Killua asked, shaking me gently. However, the gently shake caused me to tense up and fall over, causing him to fall over on top of me.

"S-sor." I couldn't finish my sentence before I felt his lips press again mine, only more demanding this time. I kissed back almost immediately, grabbing the back of his head and pulling him closer. We both pulled apart, breathing heavily. He rolled over next to me and lay on his back as we watched the sun go down over Whale Island.

"Hey, Y/n..."

"What?"

"I think I-"

"There you guys are!" Gon ran over to us, lying right between us and laughing lightly. "I've been looking everywhere!"

"Sorry, Gon." I replied, scratching the back of my neck sheepishly and sitting up." We were just-" I stopped mid- sentence, covering my mouth. That was almost a free ticket to endless teasing.

"Fishing!" Killua almost shouted, sitting up. He looked around briefly to see there were no fishing rods. "W-with our hands!" Gon looked at us with furrowed eyebrows, but then broke into a smile.

"Let me try!"

I looked at Killua and he looked at me, and we both sighed. I wanted so badly to know what he wanted to say that was so important.

'Another time.' I saw him mouth at me. I could wait.

AN:

AN UPDATE WHAT xD anyway, I have some very sad news:(

I'm off to camp for 7 weeks in America where there's no wifi (it's super fun though I go every year) which obviously means I won't be able to write, so this'll be my last update until I get back. I'm sorry everyone! I hope you like the chapter and I'll see you all in 7 weeks:)