multi-fandom oneshots ( mostly gorillaz and undertale)

It's not time for the heavens

    ( heya readers it's indeed another gorillaz oneshot. I just wanted to come here and give some tws since this oneshot is going to be much darker then my other gorillaz oneshots. If you are not comfortable with over doses, abusing medications, reading about someone suffering/ in a lot of pain, or self harm/ attempted suicide then please feel free to go read one of my other oneshots since this ooneshot is very heavy with these topics. otherwise please do enjoy dear reader

       It had only been a little over a month since noodle was presumed dead. If the band hasn't already been shaky they certainly are now. The band was hit directly in the face with the reality of knowing that really the only person who was keeping the band together ... .was no longer here....she was....gone. The band hadn't talked to each other since the incident, rarely even leaving their bedrooms unless it was necessary. They were all absolutely not taking their grief well at all.

2d was in his dark and silent bedroom curled up on his bed and holding his knees so tightly that he was leaving indentations of his arms and finger tips in his knees and legs. He seemed to have been mentally hit the hardest out of the whole group. Despite already being a thin guy 2d had become an unhealthy amount of thin now from refusing any food only surviving on alcohol, medication, and tea. Any care the man had about life was now fully gone. He would rather be dead than have to suffer with his mind anymore.

2d silently looked at a bottle of his medication on his night stand. A very strong pain killer given to him to deal with the bad migraines from the head damage caused by the car accident with murdoc. In 2d's unstable mental state.... The bottle of drugs was extremely tempting.....he thought for a moment as he grabbed the bottle fiddling with it in his fingers ... ..silently trying to figure out ... .how painful this experience will be. 

    After a couple minutes of trying to fight the urge ...2d opens the bottle ... he looks at the many pills in the bottle ...grabbing a half empty bottle of beer from his night stand.....one ...two...three. 2d quickly forces about 20 of the pills down slightly gagging as they fill his throat . He forces the waterfall of pills down with the beer feeling each chalky pill go down his thin throat .

Right away the meds seemed to begin their job. 2d felt his skin become cold and clammy as if he was severely sick. 2d quickly pulled his blanket onto him feeling his body shaking and trembling as his heart began to race. He silently looked around his dark room.....silently regretting his decision....it felt like a panic attack but ... .much worse...since ... .unlike actual panic attacks....this one could easily become deadly. 2d wants to scream but ... .all that comes out in panicked wheezing and coughs as 2d's breathing slows down nearly choking him out.

Luckily murdoc's room was right next to 2d's. Murdoc has gained some insomnia from the recent grief. Only sleeping when he crashes from abusing caffeine. Murdoc was on his computer overworking himself and trying to repress his grief-filled mind. Murdoc would then notice the coughs and wheezing coming from 2d's bedroom breaking the silence of the building.....murdoc quickly forces himself up....grabbing his dingy phone from his desk and quickly running to russell's room knowing that something is truly wrong with 2d. 

    Russel was in his room packing some of his stuff up. Despite murdoc's pleads to stay for 2d....russell couldn't handle the environment anymore.....it reminded him too much of noodle....he couldn't handle knowing that the child he has raised for years....is gone....due to a jackass that murdoc had a bad past with. The bastard couldn't go after an adult...no ... .no he absolutely had to go for the child.....russell silently looked at old photos of noodle as he packed them in a box. A rapid and loud knock on Russell's bedroom door made him quickly snap out of his thoughts, nearly making Russell drop the photos he was looking at.

Russell quickly puts the photos onto his bed as he walks to his bedroom door opening it. At first he thought murdoc was back to plead with him ... .before russell could say anything murdoc quickly grabs his arm and attempts to quickly pull russell out. Russell was confused and startled by murdoc's actions looking at him for a moment in pure confusion. That was until....he....heard 2d's violent gasps for air....oh no....no no no no no....not another....russell quickly follows murdoc knowing they don't have much time if 2d did what the two are almost positive that he did.

Murdoc and Russell quickly break into 2d's room, nearly taking the door off its hinges in pure panic. Russell quickly notices 2d on the bed with his now very empty bottle of pain meds next to him. Of course he had to be right....russell quickly rushes over taking the tall singer in his arms as he yells to murdoc . " CALL THE HOSPITAL NOW MURDOC!' Murdoc simply nods as he quickly goes to the hallway and calls the hospital.

2d looked up at russell. Tears going down his face in pain and regret as his body violently shakes . Despite 2d already being very pale, this poor guy was almost ghostly white at this point. Russell despite being extremely fucking worried for 2d takes a deep breath as he does his best to keep the poor guy as calm a possible having a fatherly tone with him. " don't worry 2d ... .we will get you to the hospital as soon as possible ... .just please ... .do your best to stay awake ok?" 2d gives a weak nod . Russell sighed gently, hugging 2d . " i know you're depressed bud....we all are....but....losing noodle was hard enough....we don't need you gone to.....me and murdoc can't handle more grief....so...please...do your best to stay with me....we can't have you going with the angels yet bud....2d.....2d?" Russell notices 2d stop breathing......he lets out the most scared yell that anyone has ever heard out of him . " MURDOC- 2D STOPPED BREATHING! PLEASE TELL THEM TO HURRY UP...." Russell struggles to stay calm as he quickly puts 2d on his bed and starts CPR ......oh good lord please no.