"I actually knew everything--the targets, the game, the bet, their accomplishments--everything. Alam ko na pagkatapos mo ako na ang susunod na target dahil ako mismo ang nagsabi sa mga kaibigan ni Jed na tinupad naman nila. Hindi yun alam ni Jed, akala nya nabigay lang ako na target randomly gaya ng dati, so he did his part--nilapitan nya ko, nakipagkilala, niligawan--matatapos na sana nya ang lahat ng dapat nyang gawin pero dumating ka na naman at ginulo kami. Remember when you came in fron of our building? That was unexpected--out of plan--pero wala kaming magawa nila Marco dahil si Jed na mismo ang kusang lumapit sayo at nagyayang kumain. I thought that would be the last because I expected that he'll end up things with you that day, but it wasn't...." saglit syang tumahimik bago nya ipinagpatuloy.
"I was not quite sure at first but I confirmed it later on because he somehow changed towards me. He became extra sweet but despite his sweetness you can feel that something is going on and not right. I don't know, but I'm guessing that that was the time when you said something about your pregnancy to him. I felt something wrong and the change in him but I didn't care as long as he is with me..." she sighed and looked in front of us but you can feel that her eyes are not looking there.
She's spacing out while I remained silent waiting for her to finish her story.
Then she smiled without any happiness in it, "You see, I never really cared as long what I wanted happen. Then, that night came... I know you remember that. He was about to bed me that night but he saw you again, this time in front of his house, and you ruined it again. He entered the house with a very foul mood and asked me to go. I was hesitant but I know I cannot force him so I left. Days passed and he did not contact me and I felt uneasy so I didn't stop nagging his friends about the deal. They said that they cannot do anything about him but they still tried to contact him. Then he appeared in front of me one day, I don't know if it was a coincidence or what, but you went to school after a very long time in the same day--and that's when you saw us in the walkway. Well, anyway, I didn't care about that but he told me that day that he'll make up for not showing his face to me for a long time...
"We were fine after that. He was back to his self and back to his game but you always ruined it. It was once again ruined when Harvey came and nothing came back to normal. He was always mad and in a foul mood, you can't even speak to him. He always drinks until he passed out and cannot come to school after because, I think, of extreme hang over. I was so uneasy, he cannot leave me hanging just like that, he needs to finish what he started, he needs to accomplish my goal, so I went to his house to talk to him. But he told me everything--that I'm just a game and nothing more--of course, I didn't care because I already know that. Then he told me that he cannot proceed anymore..."
She laughed mirthlessly, "Because he cannot do it with me anymore. He said that he cannot do it with anybody anymore except for a certain somebody. Then he told me to go and never come back. But I did not give up, I tried and tried but he won't budge until he got fed up and told me that I should stop being a slut...
"I was so devastated and sad at the same time. I didn't realize that I was being a pathetic slut all those time. Then, all of the things we did came back to me and I realize how loser I am because, he was never with me. All of the things we've done are meant for someone else. He did all those things thinking of somebody else and not me.
"You know what's more pathetic? That the more I force myself to him the more he ignore me. He never saw me. There was one time that he was so drunk that I tried to lure him in doing it but, in the middle of removing his clothes from him he got his head back and he stopped me telling me that I should stop it because only one prson may remove his clothes from him and that's not me then he slept and I was left there hanging. An that's the time I said to myself that I should stop my foolishness, so I did."

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