We Can Make It

Chapter Five

Tori's POV

I wake up with a pounding head. I have the biggest headache.

I get up from the groud, I guess I crashed on the ground last night, and go to the bathroom. I take out medicine for my head and swallow two tablets with water from the bathroom facet. I put the bottle back in the mirror shelf and walk back to the living room to see that it is trashed. Beer bottles, whiskey bootles, chips, food, everywhere. A piece of gum is even stuck to the wall. I grab a napkin from the couch and pick it up, disposing it in the trash can in the kitchen.

I begin to clean the living room and finish and hour later. What happened last night? I don't remember anything, so I must have gotten really drunk.

A door opens upstairs and Alyssa comes down the stairs, not looking at anything but the stairs she is about to step onto.

She takes a brief glance at me then looks away, shaking her head.

She continues down the stairs until she reaches the floor and walks into the kitchen, beginning to clean everything up in there. While she is doing that, I decide to clean the laundry room.

After I am done with that, I go into the kitchen to see that it is all cleaned up, and Alyssa is sitting at thetable, drinking some chocolate milk. Chocolate milk is so good!!

"How'd you sleep last night?" I ask her and she scoffs. "Excuse me?"

"I'm sorry that I am mad at you for crushing our best friend by kisses her crush. And to top it off, she told you that she had a crush on him," she says and walks back to her room, taking her chocolate milk with her.

Oh now! Every time I get drunk, something bad happens. What have I gotten myself into?

Dawns POV
(Durning the party last night)

There is a knock on my door behind me and I ask, "Who is it?"

"It's me, Alyssa," Alyssa's voice says.

I open the door for her after I stand up an she sees my red puffy eyes. "What's wrong?" She asks.

"Please tell you won't get mad at me," I tell her.

"I promise I won't get made at you," she says.

"Um well I have a crush on Denny-" she interrupts me. "You do? OMG! You guys would look cute together!" She exclaims.

"Shh!" I tell her. "But I am pretty sure he is going to get together with Tori."

"Why's that?"

"Because I saw he kiss him about ten minutes ago," I say a sniff.

"Oh my- That little- Don't worry about it. I am pretty sure Denny does not like her. In fact, whenever I see him look at her, it is with a full face of disgust," she says and laugh, so I laugh along with her.

"Thanks Lyss," I say and give her a hug.

Soon she pulls away and leaves because she has to catch up with some friends downstairs.

I don't believe Alyssa. I mean, I love her and everything, but by the way Tori and Denny were kissing I am pretty sure they will starts dating soon. It makes my heart break in half then shatter into pieces. I feel like I can't live this life anymore knowing that one of my best friends is going out with the person I would do anything to be with.

(WARNING: Skip this part if you are not comfortable with reading suicidal things!! I will tell you when you can start reading again.)