A MAN TO HATE

twenty three

Bellatia

I enter hesitantly the room Jungkook guided me to

Now that I'm here, I wonder why I didn't go to the hotel instead

I would be safe there

But i think it would've been ungrateful to refuse his help when he literally ran to me in the middle of the night

" Make yourself at home...cause it's home " he says softly as he puts my tote bag on the bed

He looks at me for a moment and I nod to him for no particular reason

" How do you feel ? " He asks , a bit of worry in his voice

" I'm just exhausted " I reply honestly

He has a brief smile then he nods

" I'll pick your teddy bear so you can sleep "

" Thank you "

He walks away and I immediately go to what seems to be the bathroom cause honestly I can't take any longer without a good shower

Everything in the bathroom looks clean and new, like no one already used them

I guess his housekeepers change everything regularly in the guest room, or maybe he just doesn't receive guests very often

I don't think too much and I take off my dress and let out a heavy sigh cause I can finally breath properly

It's always so satisfying to take off my clothes or to untie my hair

I get under the warm water and exhale, ahh I needed this

I still didn't digest all the things that happened in this only one day

In all of the years living by myself, this was the first time something like that happened to me

What would've happened if I wasn't already talking on the phone with Jungkook and told him that?

What if I didn't take a few moments to open his mom's gift and read her letter but I was already sleeping or under the shower, totally vulnerable and unaware of this intruder's presence?

What would've happened to me ?

The night would've been completely different

Who was that person and what did he want?

I'm not an overthinker but imagine if it's someone sent by Jungkook's lover or ex-girlfriend to kill me ?

Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating but who knows?

Cause this happened right after people know about us getting married publicly

I wash my hair and try to focus on more positive thoughts...like how good the shower gel smells

I finally grab a towel and walk out the shower cabin

I find a white shower robe on a shelf, I wear it and wrap my hair in the towel

I walk to the bedroom and I find my teddy bear already on the bed, the shoes in a corner of the room

My clothes folded on the bed, the chocolate box on the night table, and my cosmetics stuff in a the drawer of the night table he left open so I can see where they are

I smile involuntary, he's nice when he wants to

I grab the tote bag and I see my lingerie and underwears still inside, he probably didn't want to look like a pervert by touching them

That's time I laugh softly alone by the thought

He's effortlessly funny

I try to dry my hair with the towel but it might take time