A MAN TO HATE

chapter twenty six

Bellatia

I can't believe it myself that I'm taking Jungkook in my mouth right now

Me, Bellatia Montgomery.... giving a blow job to a man

But the pride I feel when I see his toes curling, his body tensing, his teeth grinding and his grip in my hair tightening washes all the shame I feel to do it

" B...Bella...ah " he says with a raspy voice

I raise my head to look at him quickly, he looks like he's about to pass out , and I honestly kinda like what I see

He tug my hair and slowly starts to thrust in my mouth, literally making his way through my throat

His moves are controlled enough not to choke me despite how hard it looks to him to control himself

" Oh my f..." 

The words die on his lips as his eyes fall closed, it's almost hilarious

I let go of his member and walk on the bed with my knees to reach his waist, he looks at me with wide eyes

I know it's crazy, but I feel like if I don't feel him inside me, it won't be enough

It's been a long time since I was wondering what make sex with him will feel like, and here we are...so close to it

I sit on his belly and his hands rest on my thighs, we look at each other

And I can see how hard he is craving me, how bad he wants me

" Do you have a..." I start to ask shyly

He smiles tenderly

" I do..." He replies as he leans on the side to pull the drawer of the night table, and I can see a box of condoms inside

For the first time Jungkook sees me blushing

He smiles even more and his hand caresses my hair

" I didn't put it there I swear...but we are in a hotel so, I guess it's..." He tries to explain, a bit clumsy

I laugh , amused before I lean towards him and our mouths meet again in a soft kiss

His hands run under his shirt to caress my body, shivers take over me

The power he has over my body is insane, his fingers could just graze my skin and I'm already on fire

And it's not new, since that one masked ball despite the fact that I didn't even know who he was, he already had that power over me

We kiss passionately again, and my arms wrap around his neck , losing myself in his embrace

It's so real and unreal at the same time

I can't believe that I'm in his arms right now and I'm loving it

Like lighting, he grabs a condom from the drawer and let go of my lips just to tear it up

I can't see when he is putting it on , but I can feel it cause it's right behind my back

My heart misses three beats in a row when he lifts my hips softly to make me sit on it

I bite my lip and close my eyes as his length is gradually entering me

" Bella? "

I nod

I don't know what he wants to ask, but I don't care, I just nod positively

It's been a while since I had sex, I'm tight and it hurts slightly, but I'm wet enough to make it happen with less difficulty