A MAN TO HATE

chapter thirty three

Bellatia

The few days we spent in the resort went quite fast

We did a lot of activities, partying also a lot

It was all fun , but now I'm feeling nervous

Wedding ceremony is tomorrow afternoon and we are receiving our families today

I'm pacing the room nervously as Jungkook is in the bathroom

I still haven't digested the fact that my friends said he might be in love with me

Not that he might be...that he is

I try to ignore this thought everytime it comes back to my mind

Why would he be in love with me?

Before I can drown myself more into those intrusive thoughts, Jungkook comes out the bathroom

Only a blue jean on and a towel around his neck

I look at him...

I'm not looking at him because of how fine he looks like right now, but because I'm trying to find evidence of his supposed love for me

I shake my head as I turn my face to the bay window

This is ridiculous

Kailah and Suki probably had smoked weed when they said that

He walks towards me

" Is everything okay? You look... nervous? "

" Your father, my aunt and my very direct cousin are going to be at the same table this afternoon...how am I supposed not to be nervous? "

" Bella... everything is going to be fine " he says softly as he puts a t-shirt on

" How sure are you about it ? " I retaliate

" What do you want me to say love? I can't add more nervousness in you "

I look at him

He looks at me back, but his eyes are way kinder than mine could never be right now

" Don't you see the way he behaves around you? the way he looks at you "  I can hear Suki's voice saying in my head

" Nonsense " I mumble

" What? " He asks, confused

" Nothing... let's have breakfast " I say as I walk away first

We arrive at the big room, the buffet looks so good as always

We are eating very well here

I spot my friends and I join them at their table while Jungkook goes to get the food at the buffet as the gentleman he is

He's been doing this since the first day we came here...I guess his love language is act of service

His love language...

His Love...

Love??

I need to sleep more, my thoughts are getting out of hands

I sit next to Kailah and they both look at me

" You look pale, are you okay? " says Suki

" Is it really that obvious? " I ask back

" Oh it is " replies Kailah " what's wrong? "

" I'm getting married tomorrow, I guess it's a normal behavior, no ? " I ask

" You know Jungkook will marry anyway, what are you nervous about ?" asks Kailah

" His father and my aunt Sylvia will meet this afternoon, she is also coming with her daughters, my cousins... Megan and Rachel, and I know, this might end very... badly "