A MAN TO HATE

chapter forty nine

Jungkook

I look at my father kicking the golf ball to the closest hole

My mother literally forced me to join him to his golf session so we can talk...

This woman always has to put her grain of salt in everything so the world can be better

Today isn't really the day I would have chosen to go out with anyone, and my father any less

The summer weather in California is no joke and there's no shirt or t-shirt that could hide those hickeys my wife left on my skin

Only a turtleneck sweater could've saved me, but I would choke with this heat

I actually don't care to let people see them cause I actually know it's her...but the suspicious gaze my father keeps throwing at me every minute is embarrassing me

Since he probably heard the news that Bella left the house...I know he's thinking that I cheated on her

My father is so family oriented, I know he will mention this before the game ends

Even if he doesn't like Bellatia, he would kick my ass if I did something like that

When it's come to family, my father is very strict

" I wanted to apologize for the way I acted when you came at the mansion the last time...I was so lost and I offended you...sorry father " I finally say to get rid of this weight on my shoulders

He doesn't look at me and continues to place his ball

" Your turn " he says to me

I use my golf cane to hit the green ball, I look at it missing the hole

Well...I guess I'll stick to boxing instead

" I wasn't upset...I understood your worries " he finally replies quietly

My father looks so different lately, I wonder what kind of brainwash my Mom gave him to transform him like that

" Thank you " I reply simply

" Your mother said that your wife left the house, you know I will never agree to that behavior, no matter what you did...fix it, it's our reputation that's gonna stain " he says more severely

" I wanna fix it father...I just don't have the opportunity yet " I reply

He looks at me

" It seems like you are not actually trying " he says, looking at the obvious hickeys in my neck

I lower my head

It's honestly so embarrassing when your parents find out that you actually can do adult stuff

" It's... it's not what you think father...my wife actually did this to me "

I just want to open the ground and jump in the nothingness, this conversation is the last conversation I would want to have with my father

" Oh...so you are not together but you... well hum, whatever " he says as embarrassed as me

He puts his focus back on his game and for the rest of the afternoon I just follow him everywhere and also drive the golf cart from a spot to another for him, refusing to touch a golf stick one more time

The one who used to go to golf with him is Taehyung, me, I think I don't belong here

This is too... meticulous for my messy soul

But now, more than ever I need to find a way to talk to Bella

My father will be on back every day until I fix that situation