A Poisoned Mind

Chapter twenty

Aston’s POV:

Sighing I walked up to (Your name)’s flat to apologize for my immature behaviour, the night me and (Your name) went out. I had a speech more or less planned out. Knocking on the door, I heard nothing from the other side, but when I knocked again the same thing happened! I began to wonder where she might have gone, but all I could think was that she might have gone to Olly’s. Bearing in mind, the way she got out of my car when I screamed at her I’m not surprised that she decided it go somewhere else. So I planned out that in the morning I’d head over to Olly’s and see if I could speak to her. But while I was making my way home, I was thinking and hoping... I’d be heartbroken if I found out that (Your name) slept with Olly, I only wanted to do it with her, just to see what she looks like, feels like and tastes like. So as I was on my way back home, doing nothing... I was just hoping that (Your name) doesn’t sleep with Olly.

(Your name)’s POV:

“I’m sorry,” he whispered as you smiled “don’t be, it’s me,” “I know, but I’m just nervous,” he whispered as you had pulled his head down to your neck, so that you could whisper in his ear “just forget that’s me, and just slowly put yourself inside me,” you whispered to him, as he slowly pushed himself in to you “uh,” you gasped quickly “sorry! I didn’t mean to hurt...” “You haven’t! Stop worrying, just get on with it,” you spoke, but whispered the last bit “I just got a new feeling...” “What you’re a virgin?” “Olly you know me! I just haven’t had sex in ages... Like a year or so... But can we just bloody get on with this?” You asked a little frustrated, as he obeyed, but he slowly brought his hips backwards and forwards, but it felt weird and slightly uncomfortable, not just because you haven’t had an intimate moment with a lad in ages, but because Olly was nervous and was getting it slightly wrong, but as his face was buried in to your neck, you rolled your eyes before encouraging him. “Olly,” you whispered his name, but said it in a pleasured tone “mm,” he groaned in to your ear, but Olly only needed a little more encouragement and he’d be there! “Yes Olly, uh, uh... Faster,” you moaned down his ear, as he obeyed your orders, but then you felt him gasp and moan as the pleasure started to increase. You could tell that tonight would have been worth its wait!

The door bell constantly rung, before you made an attempt to get out of bed; slipping out of bed, you threw on your nightgown (that covered up your underwear) that was taken off from last night, before glancing at the clock for it to read [6:47am]. Who could be so ignorant at this time in the morning? But Olly was still fast asleep! Running, you sped down the corridor and down the stairs, before walking over to the door, and opening it while you checked your hair in the mirror. It was ruffled and you could tell you some fun last night! “Oh shit!” You cursed in to your head (as a thought) at the lad standing in front of you “what’d you want?” You asked Aston bitterly, as he sighed “look babe, I was a total dick when me and you went out... I shouldn’t have screamed at you, I was just really frustrated with myself that I took it out on you! (Your name), while I have the chance, I wanna tell you how I feel...” He started, but you could hear shuffling from upstairs, which you started to panic to. Olly was awake, and if he found Aston at the door, it could be a fifty percent chance that a fight might happen! “(Your name), I... I love you, and every time I’m with you I feel so happy and every time you smile, it makes me smile... You’re kisses are literally amazing and every time we do, I have fireworks in my stomach, but you... You’re the most beautiful girl in the world; my feelings for you are so strong...” “Whoa!” You interrupted him “what?” He asked slightly nervous “you have feelings for me?” You asked “yeah,” he replied slightly confused “oh, that’s funny!” you tittered “is it?” He asked slightly confused “yeah, because I thought you looked for a girl with more ‘class’, so I can’t possibly be your ‘type’ of girl,” you mocked, throwing the pain back in to his face, but he chuckled nervously “what you on about?” “Oh, come on... Can’t you remember a couple of days ago?” You asked like a little stuck up girl “what?” He asked tears filling up in his eyes, this was obviously becoming too much for him “Aston...” You said through gritted teeth “I was standing right outside your office when you said them harsh things behind my back! If I hadn’t have found out about them, I would have looked like a complete arsehole to walk back to you!” You said harshly, as a tear dropped out from his left eye, as he looked down at the floor, but then you heard Olly standing right behind you. “What are you doing here?” He asked bluntly, but Aston looked back up with tears falling endlessly down his face “you’ve slept together... Haven’t you?” He asked quietly, but you heard a blunt voice “yeah, what has it got to do with...” “SHUT UP OLLY, CAN’T YOU SEE HE IS IN A STATE ALREADY?” You screamed at Olly, as he backed down “alright,” he hissed, as he walked off “Aston...” You asked for his attention, but he looked so upset, like a lost puppy asking for a home “I’m sorry I...” “(Your name)...” He sighed softly “I was so upset! I don’t know what got in to me, I... I wasn’t thinking straight,” “(Your name), you slept with him, what can I do now?” He asked so upset, that your bottom lip started to tremble “no please,” you begged him, as he started to walk away. Whatever he was doing, he was doing well. It seemed to be more or less like a mother scolding her child, but indirectly, by making them feel so bad about what they did, by using a limited amount of words!

“NO ASTON,” you screamed after him, as you ran down the stairs after him “go away,” he sighed with depression “I’m so sorry,” you said quietly, as you ran in front of him... Stopping him from carrying on “what’d you want?” He asked sighing “why... why did you ask if I...” “I wanted to make love to you... and I was hoping that Olly wouldn’t have you first, but obviously... It’s too late for that now,” he said quietly, as his body brushed past yours, but there you stood in the middle of the hall way, with tears falling helplessly down your dried out cheeks.