“Ast...” You whispered as, he had gone back to how he was originally standing, but you walked over to him and kissed his cheek “I know you wanna... Make love and I wanna do it too, but... I just don’t feel that ready... yet,” you told him quietly as you kissed his cheek at every sentence, but then started to move down to his jaw line, but he started to be wooed in to your words and kissing as he bowed his head a little bit to get his lips a little closer to your skin. “I’m sure that you’re amazing... At making love and I do wanna experience it... But maybe we should just talk about... This, a little bit more,” you whispered as you kissed his jaw line, but you looked in to his eyes, as his face was brought even closer to yours “Ast... I wanna know what you’re like at sex...” You suddenly started whispering as you pecked his lips at each sentence “I wanna know how good you are at it... I wanna know what you feel like... Ast... Ast... Make... Make love to me,” you whispered as his lips were suddenly crushed on to yours, but his arms went straight around your waist as yours went around his neck, but he suddenly rammed you up against the wardrobe that was just outside the bathroom “I didn’t hurt you did I?” He asked breathless as the kissing was really passionate, leaving him breathless when he pulled away, but only by a centimetre “no, carry on,” you smiled as he smiled before passionately pushing his lips back on to yours, before walking you backwards over to the end of the bed, and slowly pushed you down on to it “should... we... switch the TV... off?” You asked breathlessly in between kisses “yeah,” Aston replied quickly before picking up the remote and switching off the TV before placing the remote on to the end of the bed, but it slipped off, although neither of you went to go pick it up!
Not long had passed, and Aston had allowed you to shuffle up the bed so that it allowed your head to be placed delicately on to the pillows. When Aston had travelled over you, he slowly began to kiss your neck as you started to undo the buttons on his shirt, as his hands travelled over your thighs and waist “this feels so right,” he whispered in to your ear just as you had finished undoing the buttons on his shirt “uh ah,” you replied huskily as he kissed your shoulder, before making a move on undoing the buttons on your top...
Flashback:
“EW what the fuck is this body?!” Miles hissed at you, as he had removed your top and trousers “the legs I could deal with, but your upper body makes me wanna be sick!” He said harshly as you started to get back on your trousers and top “I can’t believe I was just about to have sex with you! Jeez, I don’t think I want my dick in you, God knows what STIs and STDs I’d get!” He mocked as you started to cry softly “now bugger off you ugly thing, I don’t wanna see you for the rest of the night,” he dismissed harshly as you walked out of the bedroom, but before you left you heard him chuckle “STD carrier,” this made a crystal tear roll out of your eye.
End of flashback:
Aston was just about to take off your shirt when you snapped your arms over your upper body “whoa!” He said suddenly gasped, but settled back down “you okay?” He asked quietly as he kissed your neck “I don’t wanna do this,” you mumbled as he looked at you and sighed “I was hoping you wouldn’t say that,” he mumbled, but he just laid his forehead on to your shoulder “Ast...” “Don’t worry, I’m just making myself go down,” he sighed as a few seconds later, he rolled off you and laid down on the other side, before climbing off the bed and walking over to the wardrobe, taking out a few clothes, and then going in to the bathroom before locking the door, but you just continued to lay on the bed with your shirt undone, but closed with your hand laid over it as you softly began to cry... Miles had truly mucked up your sex life!
A little while later, Aston came out wearing just his PJ trousers, but he didn’t make any sign that you were laying there. You had quickly gotten dressed and laid yourself under the bed covers, while you listened to Aston getting himself comfy, but then all silence was surrounding you both in the pitch blackness, the same tears trickling softly over your cheeks. Aston hadn’t made the attempt to spoon you or anything, just left you lying there guilty and scared. “(Your name),” he called your name out, but you just softly started crying “why don’t you just have sex? Like... Do you have issues or something?” He asked a little harshly so that you were taken to offense “I’m sorry,” you whispered, but broke down in to tears as you laid on the very edge of the bed, just then you felt a soft arm slither over your waist and a gentle hand meet yours allowing your fingers to mingle with his “don’t be sorry... I know you and Miles had problems, but I’m here to sort them out! I wanna make you feel comfortable and confident, but I can’t do that if you don’t allow me to do anything,” he whispered on to your neck, but you continued to softly cry “baby, please don’t cry... I didn’t mean to make you feel bad or useless, what I had just said was a bit offensive and I didn’t mean it like that... You need to tell me what this Miles has done and trust me I will build on the weakness that he has caused you, and I want you to believe me when I say that... We’ll try again some other time, right now you need to sleep,” he whispered to you as he kissed your neck “turn yourself over...” he whispered to you, as you rolled over “shh, stop crying...” he pecked your cheek “and cuddle in to me as much as you want,” he whispered as he allowed his body to open, as you cuddled yourself so deep in to him that your face was pressed up in to his body “there we go baby girl,” he whispered as he kissed the top of your head “sleep,” he whispered while stroking your hair, before singing a song gently in to your ear “Isn’t she lovely... Isn’t she wonderful... Isn’t she precious...” then he slowly stopped singing “go to sleep baby girl, I’ll be here when you wake up,” he whispered to you as he kissed you once more on the head, but just before you went to fall asleep you heard three soft, but tiny words whispered in to your hair that you never thought you’d hear so early in a relationship... “I love you,” he whispered so softly, and so quietly before gently drifting off to sleep himself...
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A Poisoned Mind
Fiksi Penggemar(Your name) had a rough past with a rough, cheating boyfriend. Her mind hurt and poisoned, but it's up to Aston to see if he can help her through her tough time. Although, the love between Aston and (Your name) is strong, but is it too strong that t...
