A Poisoned Mind

Chapter fifty five

(Your name)’s POV:

Looking down at the two pages in front of you, made you have mixed emotions: confusion, anger and sadness... You couldn’t believe what Aston had been doing for the past five months! “Please tell me I’m dreaming, or... Or this is some other man,” you pleaded as you turned around to the other lads as you allowed one of your hands to let go of the magazine, so that the boys could see what was in the magazine pages, “no babe... It’s Aston,” Marvin said quietly and sadly, as you felt tears build up in your eyes, making them look glassy as the lads looked so upset about what had been happening... And ALL of it, behind your back! “I... I can’t believe this,” you sniffled, as you leaned your bum on the desk that was just on the side of you, as the lads was still sad for you “and the worst part is... ALL THREE OF YOU KNEW AND NOT ONE OF YOU TOLD ME,” you screamed at them as you stood back up “I was going to!” Marvin protested “when?” You snapped, as Marvin sighed “remember, when you came in and asked us to keep an eye on Aston?” “Yeah,” “well, remember I said ‘we don’t know how to put this’? But I stopped because Aston walked in? I was gonna tell you then! But Aston MADE us promise we wouldn’t tell, and it was killing us so much (Your name)!” Marvin protested, as you were so confused, “but I don’t understand... He asked me to stay single for me, and then goes and sleeps with thirty other girls in five months! This makes me feel so worthless; I actually thought I meant something to someone, but no... I was wrong... Again,” you sniffled as a few tears rolled down your cheeks, your heart going through the exact same heart break as you did with Miles! “We are really sorry, we would have told you then, but Aston walked in and you could pretty much tell the story from him then! With the spring in his step,” “yeah, I guess... I should have seen this coming,” you whimpered with sadness, before a tear slowly made its way down your face, as Oritsé got up and hugged you and friendly kissed the side of your head “I feel really bad,” Oritsé said quietly to the others, as he hugged you, while you cried softly in to his chest “me too,” JB replied “yeah, same,” Marvin added.

About ten minutes had passed, and you had just made your way out of the studio to start heading your way home, but with everything the magazine showed, you were truly heartbroken and felt like you had been cheated on! You arrived home, with tears pouring down your face, but not doing anything else; you just wanted to lock yourself away from the socialized world and so... You did!

The next morning, you woke up, but depressed as ever! Knowing you had to go to work, you made your bathroom and done everything you needed to do. After coming out of the bathroom, you got dressed and the rest of your morning routine, but you couldn’t do that without a single thought of what Aston had been doing behind your back, although just as you picked up your phone, you received a text message from Aston, you opened it just to see what he said [coming in to work? You’re over an hour late! A xx] look at him... Texting you like, you knew nothing! You didn’t reply to him, it just made you angry at him and then you realized something... You wanted to beat the shit out of him for what he made you think, made you feel and what he had and had not told you! So, to avoid him, you were going to text Marvin to say that you weren’t going in to work [Hey Marv... Err, I’m not coming in to work today... I’m not up for seeing Aston (The first letter of your name) xx] you texted him, but you soon got a reply [we understand babe... We haven’t told Aston that you know about what has been going on, and I suppose you haven’t replied to his text, so you just have the day off M xx] he replied, but you didn’t bother replying back.