A whole month had passed, and you and Aston hadn’t spoken since the night you were with Olly. Aston was having a great time living life: Clubbing with loads of girls, having loads of nights out and doing loads of gigs too! Whereas for you, life wasn’t so grand: sitting at home eating ice cream and being depressed, sitting alone in the corner park and going to the shopping mall by yourself. Since that night, no one seemed to be around you no more, not even Laura! She was always on numerous of dates with Conor, even though they had been dating for about a month and a half, they soon moved in to a flat together! They certainly were moving fast!
Sighing, you sat in the ice cold air that smacked your face every time the wind picked it up. The days were slowly running away from the autumn days and moving in to the winter days. One month and two days had now passed since you spoke to Aston, but two days since you saw him. The last time you saw him, was walking in to a girls house looking slightly aroused, they were both kissing and you could pretty much tell what might have happened! Since that night you saw him with the girl, you couldn't stop thinking about it, and every time you thought of it too much, it'd set you in tears! You hadn't seen him since, and it was coming to the point you pretty much didn't care no more, as much as you wanted to talk to him, you just became too scared to. You saw how far away he grew from you and whenever he looked at you, he seemed to be looking at a blank spot... As if you weren't there! In the morning you planned that you'd head over to the meeting office - wither Aston was there or not - and ask for a very long break or quit... You just hold in the pain no more!
In the morning, you had set out to the dance studios, just like you planned last night! Making your way in to the studios, you saw the four lads in a massive banter, but sighing you walked in and just then silence became the new banter! "Hello (Your name)," Marvin said bluntly, but you could feel all of their eyes (including Aston) burning in to you, "err... I was wondering if I could have a break," You asked, as you saw Aston's face dim slightly "how long?" Oritsé asked gently "about a month... Maybe two?" You asked slightly "err... I don't think we can do it that long... Maybe two weeks..." "Then I quit," you said bluntly as the lads started at you, shocked at your sudden words, but Aston frowned and you could see by a mile that he was - just on the corner of your eye. "But... But..." JB stuttered "have you quit now?" Marvin asked, it was funny how Aston didn't say anything! "No... Not unless you want me to," you threatened, but the boys gasped "don't go, we'll give you the holiday," Oritsé begged, but the awkwardness building between you and Aston being in the same room, was making it ten times as worse "I'll be at home if you need me," you said softly, before breaking down in tears and running out of the whole building.
Aston's POV:
My girl... Just ran out of the whole building in floods of tears! I hadn't spoken to her, for about a month and three days, why didn't I? Maybe because I was too busy enjoying the high life, while I let her suffer in the low life... She was pretty much on her own since the incident that we had. I still want to make love to (Your name); I think about it all the time, even when we weren't talking, I just wanted to know what she feels like and looks like. I bet she looks amazing naked! But that is coming off the point! I wanted her back, I know what I want now and I want her... As the boys stood there devastated, I ran out of the building, in the steps of (Your name)!
Pulling up outside the block of flats where (Your name) lives, I sighed, she doesn't want to know me no more. And I knew that! So, I quickly made my way in to the building and up to (Your name)'s flat door and gently knocked on it, but after a couple of seconds a weak and torn voice spoke out "come in, the doors open," she called out to me, but I took a deep breath as I walked in, and as I did... I saw her standing in the hallway, between her kitchen and living room, but we made strong eye contact, but silence followed me in to the room...
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A Poisoned Mind
Fanfiction(Your name) had a rough past with a rough, cheating boyfriend. Her mind hurt and poisoned, but it's up to Aston to see if he can help her through her tough time. Although, the love between Aston and (Your name) is strong, but is it too strong that t...
