A Poisoned Mind

Chapter forty four

“Look babe... I didn’t mean...” “YOU NEVER MEAN ANYTHING,” (Your name) screamed at me again “baby, calm down... You’re gonna wake everyone up,” I said calmly to her “I don’t care,” she hissed, as I sighed then stood up “and I mean everything that I do,” “oh really? Even when me and you had an argument back at my flat...” “Don’t you dare bring up the past... I have had sleepless nights about that argument; do you honestly want me to go through that pain again?” “At this rate, yes I do,” she hissed back, as I stared at her “you know when I first met you, I didn’t think you would be so horrible and offensive, but of course I was wrong wasn’t I?” “Well I don’t...” “I DON’T WANT TO HEAR A WORD FROM YOU,” I screamed at her, as I walked straight up to her, as she then backed herself in to the wall, but I got right up in to her face, as she looked at me sacredly “I don’t take shit from you nor anyone else, so don’t think you can get your way with what you just said,” I hissed in to her face as she shut her eyes “open your eyes,” I hissed, but she didn’t “OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES, RIGHT NOW,” I shouted at her, as she opened them, she had tears covering up her eyes, before a tear dropped out of her left eye, but I softened down as I slowly wiped the tear off her cheek, but as I was doing that, she kissed me quickly on the lips, but I stared at her “why did you just kiss me?” I asked her softly, as well as quietly, as I was slightly confused, but she looked down “Miles told you to do that after you both had an argument, didn’t he?” I asked softly, but she continued to look down, as she softly cried while she nodded, but as soon as that she broke down heavily in tears, she covered up her face with her hands. Miles obviously did stuff to make her feel bad, but as I went to touch her shoulder, she shook softly with fear “baby,” I whispered to her as I pulled her in to a hug and kissed her left shoulder softly, although as I did so, I felt her arms slither around my waist and hold me tightly “shh baby... Miles has wrecked you, hasn’t he?” I asked softly, but she nodded “don’t you think that maybe, me and you should go on a break so that you can...” “No please... Don’t leave me,” she cried in to my chest “but listen to me...” I told her softly “if me and you went on a break, don’t you think that maybe you’ll get over your fear? Then when you’re ready, we’ll get back on to this relationship with no troubles at all. That way neither of us will be hurting the other,” I asked and told her as she softened down, but looked at me “but don’t leave me just yet,” she said softly “I won’t baby,” I smiled, but spoke softly. After I told her that, I kissed her softly as she then took it further, before swinging her arms around my neck, I then lifted her up against the wall so that her legs wrapped around my waist, our tongues battling it out to become dominate, but soon enough I pulled away breathlessly as she did too “I love you,” I whispered to her softly “I... I... I love you too,” she stuttered, but managed to say it making me smile widely.

The whole group were sitting at the breakfast table in the restaurant eating all our breakfasts; we were all sat in the back so that we all had the sofa seats for our comfort. As me and (Your name) were snuggled in to each other, as we were closest to the wall, I kissed (Your name)’s temple as she was feeding me some fruit, after we all ate some cereal or toast “aww, you two,” we heard a voice of Laura come in to our direction, making everyone look at us “what about us?” (Your name) asked, but tittered “you’re so cute together,” she smiled, making everyone else smile, as I kissed (Your name)’s temple, but left it to linger, “haven’t you knocked her up yet?” Marvin randomly said, making (Your name) laugh at my wide eyed facial expression “err... No,” I said in shock “why not?” He asked me “’cause I’m not ready for kids... yet,” I said slowly and clearly making eye contact with a few people around the table “are you ready for kids?” Kirsti asked (Your name), but she looked up from the bowl of fruit that was in front of her “err... ye... yeah, why?” She asked slightly off edge, but then everybody commented with ‘aww’, before getting back to their conversations “you are?” I asked her quietly “what?” She asked “you’re ready for kids?” I asked her, slightly shocked “yeah... Why?” “Nothing... J... Just, wondering,” I stuttered “I’m not having kids now, if that’s what you’re worried about... I would like to have a child, but only in the future,” she said making me calm down a little.

“Oh! We haven’t told you, what you two done!” JB exclaimed, as me and (Your name) looked at each other with a scared look “did what?” She asked, as everyone giggled “well, when everyone was drunk, you two decided to strip...” He said making me and (Your name) look at everyone with wide eyes “but you two were in the fountain at the front of the hotel, but as we all found you there... You two were so close to having sex in there,” he said making (Your name) laugh, but then stop dead afterwards “we didn’t, did we?” She asked “no, but if Marvin hadn’t come along, then you would have,” he said, as she buried herself in to my side, as I sat there... Shocked “when Marv, let go of Aston and Chloe let go of you... Both of you went back in to the hall – just in your underwear – and went under an empty table and tried to have a go at it there, but as no one would know where you guys would be, we allowed you two to carry on...” “So we had sex under a table?” (Your name) asked “not exactly... You just kissed and rubbed up against each other, there were no sexual intercourse or anything,” JB winked, as we sat there shocked “so where are our clothes?” I asked “well... I suppose they are still in the fountain,” he smirked. About five minutes later, me and (Your name) were standing by the edge of the fountain staring in to it, as our clothes were still swimming in there, “wow... Last night must have been a blur,” she suddenly said, but I chuckled “yeah... I can’t remember it, and I think the hotel has had enough of us,” I chuckled again “I think we should get going,” she mentioned as she took our clothes from the fountain and left them along the side, so they could start drying while we packed.

While we packed, I noticed that every time (Your name) bends over, her bum sticks out a little, so I would stand there for a little while and stare at it, but at my sixth time at staring at her bum she caught me “you alright Merrygold?” She asked me cheekily “yeah,” I said quickly, before carrying on packing “you staring?” she asked cheekily “me staring? No, of course not,” I joked as she giggled “you can touch it if you want,” she winked “can I?” I asked her, like an excited little boy “yeah, otherwise I wouldn’t offer, would I?” She giggled making me smile, but I left the packing, as she carried on, I stood behind her still staring at her cute bum, before I slowly placed my hands on to her. Just stroking her was getting me going. While she continued to pack I felt all around her bum, thigh and waist, but she didn’t seem bothered about it. After a few seconds of just feeling her, I slide my hands over her bum and up to her jeans waistline, but I bite my lip just as I hooked my fingers over her waistline and left them there, just to see if she’ll do anything, but she continued to pack...

(Your name)’s POV:

As you felt Aston’s fingers hook over your jeans waistline, your heart started to pound in your chest, but in your mind you were thinking “let him carry on girl... Let him carry on and do what he wants,” so while thinking that, you carried on packing, just to make it seem that you weren’t too bothered...

Aston’s POV:

As she hadn’t done anything, I allowed my hands to slide her pants down, but only so that her trousers were half way down her thighs, but again she didn’t seem bothered... It was like she was day dreaming and hadn’t noticed what was going on around her, but my head started to spin... What the hell was I trying to achieve? I didn’t know what I was doing let alone, what I was after. As her trousers were half way down her thighs, I placed my hands back on to her bum, but the feeling of her skin was soft, as my hands travelled just on the sides of her area and it made me smile, just then – This took over me – I slipped my fingers in between her and rubbed against her, but this made her stop packing and gasp, which made me smile, but very weakly as I was feeling so erotic! I then pulled my fingers away and stood her up straight and kissed her neck as she was facing away from me “turn around baby,” I whispered to her as she did “lay down,” I whispered as I kissed her, but she pushed herself down on to the bed, although as soon as she was on the bed, I connected my lips to her stomach, as her top had slithered up, but I continued to kiss downwards, but as I continued I pulled her trousers down so that they fell around her ankles, she sat up... She was gonna stop me... Wasn’t she?