A Poisoned Mind

Chapter sixty two

Sitting at Laura’s home, with all the girls, you were sipping at your white wine while; you were all watching a movie. The lads properly at home playing FIFA! “Oh girl, guess what!” You said excitedly, as you had just remembered your TV interview “what?” Laura asked excitedly back “I’m gonna be on TV,” you squealed as the girls did “what you doing?” Kirsti asked “I’m doing an interview on This Morning,” you said as the girls’ excitement seemed to have dampened “why are you going on there?” Courtney asked with a serious tone in her voice, “What’d you mean?” You asked slightly confused “you know they people only go on there for what has happened to them... Something serious and the public only know you because of Aston, and the only seriousness they could have found out is what happened back at the hotel,” Chloe said, which left you quiet “are you gonna tell them? Are you going to tell them the truth?” Chloe asked once again, as you sighed “I might as well,” you said “why?” Mimi asked “because... It is no good lying is it?” You sighed as the girls did “you could...” Mimi started, but didn’t finish “what happens if someone finds out? It’s Aston for heaven’s sake they are gonna find out if I lied, and if I lie... Aston will get in to BIGGER trouble then he originally would have or I’ll get hated on... You know what some of their fans are like!” You stressed “well, we’re not telling you what you can or what you can’t say,” Laura said softly “thanks,” you smiled weakly, just as the front door opened and closed, revealing the lads, making all the girls gasp in a very girlie way, as the lads escaped to each of their girls, but you were left alone...

Getting up off from the sofa, you made your way upstairs and over to the toilet. Not realizing that someone was following you. After a little while you came out of the bathroom from doing what you needed to do, but you nearly walked in to the body that was leaning against the door frame, you tried to get past him, but he wouldn’t move so you reluctantly started to talk to him “can I get past please?” You asked, as he looked at you, before you pushing you gently in to the bathroom, before locking the door “Aston,” you said quietly, as he looked at you with eyes of daggers. “WHAT YOU GONNA TELL THE NATION?” he screamed at you suddenly, as you backed down straight away, you didn’t wanna scream back, you loved him too much to do so, and you were fed up of everything between you “Ast...” “WHAT YOU GONNA TELL THEM?” He screamed “Does it matter?” You asked quietly, as he huffed “OF COURSE IT DOES, THIS COULD BE MY CAREER THAT YOU’LL BE PUTTING ON THE LINE,” “I know what I’m gonna say,” you said quietly, but he grabbed hold of your wrists and rammed you up against the wall, the anger still in his face, which made you scared while your back was in so much pain, this started to make your eyes glassy as tears started to build up “TELL ME,” he screamed in to your face, as you stared at him, while a tear fell from your left eye “I’m gonna tell the truth,” you said quietly, as he sighed and became a lot softer, the painful grip he hand on your wrists became tighter making you squirm with pain “Ast, please, let go you’re hurting...” “YOU’RE HURTING ME MORE,” he screamed “how?” You asked, fright biting in to your bones “BECAUSE YOU’RE GONNA GET ME IN TO SO MUCH SHIT,” he screamed “but it’s better if I tell the truth... If I lied, and they found out, think of all the things that might actually happen,” you said quietly, as you cried, but he looked at you sharply, tears making your eye sight blurry, as you couldn’t see anything “what you crying for?” He asked you softly “you’re hurting me... And I’m scared,” you said quietly, as he looked confused, but his grip softened after his hands let go of your wrists and attached to the wall on the side of your shoulders “what you scared of?” He asked quietly “you,” you said so quietly, as you started to tremble as he looked upset himself, but his face moved closer to yours, his forehead now laying on yours “don’t be scared... I don’t want you to be scared, don’t be scared of anything; wither it’s me... The group, your parents, my parents, the public... Don’t be scared, never be scared... I’ll be here,” he whispered the last bit, as your tears were softer, although you didn’t know where to put your hands, but you slowly placed them on the sides of his neck, but his eyes slowly closed, but soon opened back up as he breathed out slowly, his hands moving from the walls on to your waist, his forehead moving away from yours and his lips scrapping the surface of yours “I want to kiss you... So badly,” he whispered, as you smiled “I’m not stopping you,” you whispered, as he smiled, but slowly he placed his lips on to yours kissing you tenderly, as you accepted it, but soon after he pulled away “I’ve missed that,” he whispered as you smiled “me too,” you said quietly, but he suddenly placed his lips on to yours again, making it fast, but tender “mm...” He mumbled in to the kiss “mm baby...” He constantly mumbled in to the kiss, but as you tried to pull away he kept it going “don’t stop baby... Please baby, don’t stop,” he mumbled making this kiss slightly rougher than it was originally “Diana,” you managed to mumble in between a kiss, but Aston pulled away, but rested your heads together, both of you breathless from the kiss “forget her for a few minutes,” he whispered as he then placed his lips back on to yours, his arms straight around your waist, your arms around his neck keeping it strong and forward.

“Err... Are you two meant to be doing that?” You both heard a male voice coming from the door, making you and Aston snap away from the kiss and turn to see Oritsé at the door, leaning against the door frame with a raised eyebrow “don’t say anything,” Aston said instantly “how am I NOT meant to say anything... I just caught you two snogging each other! Besides YOU’RE not meant to do that, you have Diana,” Oritsé said pointing out to Aston, but you looked down and frowned before walking out of the bathroom and down the stairs.

Aston’s POV:

I watched her walk away from me and Oritsé to go down the stairs, “please, you promise not to say anything to anyone! We are both messed up; we don’t know what we’re saying... Or doing,” I said scared that he’ll tell the group “promise me one thing though,” he said “okay... What’s that?” I asked slightly confused “that I catch you snogging Diana and no other girl,” he said in a serious tone of voice “I promise!” I exclaimed “fine, I won’t tell,” he said as he smiled, making me sigh with relief, but then he chuckled “why was you kissing her anyway?” He asked, “because... I scared her,” I said softly “oh...” He said slightly off edge “what?” I asked “I thought you kissed her, because you still love her,” “err... I donno, I don’t think I love her...  You know, I’m with Diana, so you know...” I said as he nodded “I understand,” he smiled as he patted my back, but I had no idea someone had overheard!