A Poisoned Mind

Chapter one hundred & six

As I continued to cry heavily and loudly, the lads started to cooperate with each other on moving her out of my bed “NO DON’T TAKE HER,” I pleaded as I screamed. I just didn’t want her out of my sight! “Aston, calm down...” Marvin said to me softly “We’re helping her,” he said softly again “no...” I whimpered like a child, while climbing out of my bunk bed “I don’t want her out of my sight,” I said softly, as I walked out of my room to see Oritsé rubbing (Your name)’s body to warm her back up, as JB was wrapping blankets around her. I was so scared; I didn’t understand why she was so still and so cold.

I walked quickly up to (Your name) and kneeled in front of her, while I held her hand, which was cold like ice “Aston! You’re gonna have to move...” “But...” before I could even finish my sentence, Marvin had moved me out of the way. So, I got up and sat on the sofa, that was a corner sofa, I had to watch from afar as I was moved away in the first place. Feeling so worried, tears slowly started to fall back down my face again.

About an hour had passed, I was sitting on the sofa watching over (Your name), with her head on my lap, while I was supporting my head with my right hand, with my elbow on my right thigh. My arm slithered over her waist and our hands and fingers interlocked, while she was still wrapped up in some blankets. The lads had gone downstairs, to leave me with (Your name); they’d left about half an hour ago. Checking the time on the clock, that was just above my tour bus bedroom door, it read [1:12am] before I looked back down to a sleeping (Your name).

“Ast,” I heard my name being called softly, by Marvin, which stunned me awake. What I hadn’t realized was I had fallen asleep; I hadn’t had any sleep what so ever during the time of waking up yesterday morning! “Yeah,” I replied to Marvin’s call “go to bed, you’re tired and you need sleep,” “no...” “Aston, you NEED to go to bed, I and the lads will look after her,” he said, but I sighed “Aston, I’d advise you to,” he said softly, as I looked down at (Your name), “I don’t wanna leave her,” I whispered “I understand... I’d be the exact same with Mimi, but please Aston... I’d advise you to go to bed, get a few hours rest and then you can spend tomorrow with her,” “what? I can’t see her for the rest of tonight?” I asked like a little child “no... You need sleep, I promise you... I and lads WILL look after her and in the morning I’ll let you know if anything happens,” he said softly, as I took a deep sigh, before kissing (Your name)’s cheek softly, “I love you,” I whispered so quietly into her, that Marvin didn’t hear.

After passing (Your name) to Marvin, I had gone to my bunk bed and settled down to try and get some sleep. That was no use. As much as I was tired, I just couldn’t sleep, and I still can’t now! The worry of (Your name) was eating my mind away, I had to see her, I had to be with her tonight. Checking the time, it read [3:45am], before slowly and quietly climbing out my bed, I had sneaked over to my bedroom door and stepped out, but froze as Oritsé was watching my door, “where are you going?” He asked “to get a drink,” I said quietly, but I lied “no you’re not... You wanna see (Your name),” “no... I want to get a drink!” I said, before making my way down the stairs, “mate... I know you,” he said, as I heard him following me, but he only got me getting a glass out from the cupboard and filling up it with water, “okay... Even though you have gotten drink, I know you wanna see her,” “yeah, I do, but I...” “Come here,” he said, before taking me over to the curtained covered living room. Oritsé pulled back the curtain, and there laid (Your name), still wrapped up in blankets on the sofa, still fast asleep, instantly I wanted to hold her. “Even though I shouldn’t, I’ll let you sit with her for half an hour, no more,” Oritsé said warningly to me, “thanks,” I smiled, before walking over to the table, while Oritsé let the curtain fall back, to cover me and (Your name), as he then walked back upstairs. I lay down, behind (Your name), and spooned her, as I kissed behind her ear, while my hand and fingers interlocked with hers “please come back to me... I don’t understand, how you have been asleep for so long,” I whispered to her “I didn’t mean to say the things I did...” “Yo, mate,” I heard Oritsé whisper behind me, making me look over my shoulder “I’m going to bed, but I still expect you to go to bed in half an hour,” he warned me as I nodded my head, then he left us alone again. “I love you so much baby girl... I love you so much it hurts, I can’t let you out of my sight, I can’t stop loving you, I must make you mine and soon,” I whispered before I kissed behind her ear again, before nuzzling my face into the back of her neck.

“NO PLEASE,” I screamed. The tour bus was dropping each of the lads off, but I didn’t go to bed that night, like I said I would to Oritsé, instead I ended up falling asleep with (Your name), and for punishment... Marvin was taking (Your name) away from me, until she’s better, means I wouldn’t be there when she wakes up, and that broke my heart! “Marvin, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to...” “No Aston, you broke what I told you to do, and for that I’m taking her away from you until she gets better,” “but then I won’t be there when she wakes up,” I said softly, with tears filling my eyes “that’s your fault then... You should have done what you said to me and Oritsé,” “but that’s so unfair!” I pleaded, as I sat down on a chair behind me and broke down, but he just left me, leaving me to cry my eyes out.

Sitting on my sofa at home, I saw everything boxed up. All of (Your name)’s stuff, “That will make her happy,” I thought to myself as a smile spread across it, before I got up and started to sort everything out for when (Your name) comes back to me...

Marvin’s POV:

“I’ll just go check on her,” Mimi said, as she got up from the sofa and started to move out in to the hallway and up the stairs. Mimi had been looking after (Your name) a lot more then I was, which I was hoping we would have equal turns, but the thing is... Mimi’s mother instinct was kicking in, because she is a few weeks pregnant, her instinct of being an excellent mother was kicking in, and with (Your name) being ill, and still out, it was giving Mimi a taste of what it is like to look after a sick child! Although, while I was still downstairs, I started to think about Aston when he was crying his eyes out when I said he wouldn’t be there when she wakes up. I started to feel bad! Really bad! “MIMI,” I called up the stairs “yeah!” She called back “I’m just going round Aston’s, I wanna talk to him,” “okay, don’t be long,” “I won’t... If anything happens, I’ll be on the mobile,” I called “okay, I love you!” She called “I love you too baby,” I called back, before walking out of the house and over to my car.

Knocking on Aston’s door, I heard nothing, but music. Soon after the door was opened “hello,” he said with a blunt tone in his voice “hey, I wanna talk to you,” I said quietly to him “okay,” he said, before allowing me to step in to his house “have you done all of this?” I asked, shocked that Aston had sorted EVERYTHING out of (Your name)’s and getting rid of some of his stuff, so that (Your name) had some space for her things “yeah,” “wow!” I gasped, as I was shocked, “what did you want?” He asked turning down his music “I wanna say that I’m sorry for being really horrible to you on the tour bus, and as soon as I know that she is nearly going to wake up, I’ll call you straight away!” I pleaded to him as he smiled “thanks mate,” he said before walking off and going straight back to sorting all of (Your name)’s things, after he turned his music back up “do you want help?” I asked him “naa it’s alright mate, I got it,” he smiled “cool... You must be the best boyfriend to have,” I chuckled making him stop and chuckle too, before he carried on with a smile on his face, as I left him with his things to do...