A Poisoned Mind

Chapter thirty nine

“Right... I’m off to bed,” Nicole giggled as she started to make her way out, along with Chloe, Siobhan and Mimi, but Kirsti and Laura they stayed downstairs along with you. When the living room door closed both girls looked directly at you “yes?” You tittered as the girls smiled “you phoned him yet?” Laura asked, as you giggled “no... I need to be in bed for that,” you smiled, but then yawned “well go to bed and then phone him!” Kirsti giggled as you smiled “okay,” you said getting up and moving out of the living room, but you grabbed yourself some hot chocolate before making your way to bed.

Settling down in to bed, you took a few sips of your hot chocolate before placing it down on your bedside table. With your bedroom door closed you dialled the phone number that would lead to Aston’s, and in a few seconds the line was picked up, but with loads of noise on the other side “hello?” Some bloke answered the phone “hello? Is this Aston’s phone?” You asked slightly scared “yes it is my darling! THIS IS ASTON’S PHONE,” he shouted. He must have been drunk “is that my phone?” You heard Aston’s voice in the background “yeah, it is mate,” “who’s ringing me?” He asked “what’s your name sweetie?” The lad asked down the phone “(Your name),” “oooo... (Your name) you have such a lovely name, maybe we should meet up and...” “Fucking bastard, talking to MY girl like that,” you heard Aston before the person was swapped “DID THEY SCORE?” You heard Aston shout to someone “are you at home?” You asked him “yeah,” was his short reply “YEAH,” Aston cheered, but you hung up. You just had enough of trying to get everything back to the way it was, but as you were about to switch your phone off you got a text [why’d you hang up? : ( A xx] now you had upset him! [Just... Fed up, (The letter of your first name) xx] [why? What of? A xx] [I wanted to talk dirty to you, but you’re already having too much fun... I don’t wanna ruin it (The first letter of your name) xx] [really?! Oh wow, err... Jeez I feel bad now... Would you be able to hold on for about another ten minutes? Match is nearly done? A xx] [yeah sure... Do whatever, not bothered anymore (The first letter of your name) xx] [what’s up? You seem so sad A xx] [I wanna get my sex life back on track, but I see you have other things better to do (The first letter of your name) xx] [Great! I wanna help you with it, and I will... Need that dirty side of you... Have you got any sexy clothing around you? A xx] as soon as you read that you looked around for some sexy clothing which you found a few things [yeah I do, why? (The first letter of your name) xx] [good... Put them on, it’ll bring out the feeling a little bit more A xx] but you didn’t want to do it. You were too fed up with all the stress [no Ast... I can’t do it... You’re having too much fun as it is and I’m just stressed out on trying to make you happy... I can’t do this anymore (the first letter of your name) xx] [WAIT! Don’t you dare tell me this is over! We just started and it was going so well for us... Don’t break down for me baby, please don’t. I need my strong girl, where is she? A xx] [I’m not breaking up with you Ast, I’m just fed up, okay? I’m going to bed... Hope you have a fun night (the first letter of your name) xx] as soon as you sent that, you switched your phone off and settled down in to bed, with your face facing the wall and your back to the world.

(Your name)’s dream:

During the middle of the night, you started to feel a draft as you shivered with the coldness, but then... The feeling of coldness finished, as a warm feeling started to be brewed behind you, but then you started feel soft touches of kisses along your neck and arm “mm,” you mumbled as you rolled over, while trying to wake up “huh... Oh, my, gosh!” You said loudly, but their hand was placed on to your mouth “shh... It’s me babe,” Aston whispered to you “oh...” You whispered calming back down “how did you get in here?” You asked as you had rolled yourself so that you were facing him “window babe... But stop asking me questions and kiss me,” he winked as you giggled, as you placed your lips on to his and giving off a small passionate kiss, the taste was tasty like it usually was, the noise was making you crazy for more, but while you were enduring yourself in the kissing, Aston had just rolled himself on to you, but like before... This is where you panic! “Mm... No... Ast... No,” you whispered between each kiss, but he didn’t move like last time, he stayed where he was... Still kissing you passionately “MM... Ast... Stop... No... Please,” you begged as he was being more forced with the actions “HELP, HELP ME,” you screamed, as Aston pulled away, but then placed his hand over your mouth thankfully no one had been woken up “why are you doing this?” He asked quietly “Ast... You were raping me,” you replied the same way “I wasn’t... I was only kissing you... That shouldn’t be any harm to you,” he sighed softly, but then looked at you before sighing again “you know when you said that this is over and I thought that you were talking about breaking up, well...” “No, please Aston... I wanna stay...” “I think we should just go on a break...” “No please Aston, I’ll do it with you... I’ll do it now...” “No babe, it’s over... I can’t do this any more, I haven’t had sex with you and you won’t allow me too,”

End of dream:

Waking up suddenly was scaring. You woke up to pure blackness, but looking at your phone, you grabbed it and dialled Aston’s number and waited for the line to be picked up “hello?” Asked a tired voice “Aston,” “yeah... Who is this?” He asked tiredly “have you forgotten me already?” You asked sadly “(Your name)? Of course not darling, what’d you want?” He asked “can you come round JJ’s please?” “Why?” “I wanna spend the night with you... I’m lonely,” “sure babe... I’ll be over in a tick,” and with that the line hung up. You were determined to do this!

It must have been about ten minutes later, and Aston had just jumped through the window, and shut it again “hello babe, what’s up?” He asked, but you smiled, before rushing up to him and placing your lips on his as your arms went around his neck, but you pushed him backwards making his back lay on to the bed, then you straddling him, but you felt him smile in to the kiss as you took it further. Allowing your hands to trail down to his belt you unclipped it and threw it on the floor, before undoing his shirt “you sure you wanna do this?” He asked after you took his top off “Aston baby... I know you wanna make sure I’m okay, but it’ll be easier for me if you said nothing,” “okay babe, whatever makes you happy,” he whispered, before pushing you gently down on to the bed, so that your head was on the pillows. After a little while, Aston had stripped you down in to your underwear “fucking hell babe,” he gasped at the sight of your body, but then you started to cover up “no! Don’t cover up babe... Have you seen this body? It’s... OMG, sex on legs alright,” he whispered before kissing your stomach. No one ever called you that before and it made you feel special “I’ve never been called that before,” you whispered “mm, good... At least I’m the first to tell you that,” he whispered before kissing you softly, as he started to take off your underwear. “Oh... Oh... Sex on legs right here,” he whispered loudly as he saw your naked body beneath him, making you giggle “am I making you feel good?” He asked as he whispered in to your ear as you kissed his right ear “I take that as a yes,” he whispered, as you had just taken off his trousers leaving him in just his boxers, but as your eyes travelled down to his boxers you could tell he was ready! “Ast... You got a bit hard I can see,” you winked as he growled, making you giggle “of course... You’re naked in front of me!” He winked.

After a little while, he placed a condom on to himself, before he kissed you once again “you gonna be okay?” He asked you “yeah, I’ll be fine,” you whispered as you kissed his lips, as he pushed himself in to you, and you couldn’t help, but notice that he had “oh... my... gosh,” you sighed in pleasure “you okay?” “Uh... Yeah,” you whispered, as he gently moved “mm,” he groaned in to your ear “you feel... so... so... good,” he whispered as you whimpered with the pleasure. “Ast!” You gasped, as he had moved faster “uh... yeah... Aston... Harder,” you whispered as he moved his hips harder “this feels so right... I can’t believe you kept yourself for this long... You are amazing at this,” he whispered as he kissed you passionately “mm, Aston,” “oh yeah,” “faster,”

Flashback:

"Shut up! I do it at my own pace!" Miles screamed at you, whilst he made the world's worst love making ever! But as his head buried itself in to your neck a few tears escaped.

End of flashback:

While Aston continued to make love to you, a few tears started to weep out, but the wet substance caught Aston's attention as he took his head out from your neck "you alright... Aww babe, what you crying for?" He panted, but slowed his movements’ right down, but you shook your head "tell me," he said softly "I'll tell you after," you whispered "babe I'm nearly there..." He panted "UUUUUHHHH," he called out, but you were too scared to tell Aston why you were crying, but should you tell him anyway?