A Poisoned Mind

Chapter forty two

The tears brimming in your eyes as you looked at him. “I’m not cheating... And that isn’t just some ‘girls’ number... That is a fan’s number, HE randomly gave it to me, after he found out I was there,” he said quietly, but you just sniffled “I’m sorry... Okay? I was just shocked that a GUY gave me his number, that I just kept hold of it,” he said softly and quietly as he stroked your cheek softly, but you didn’t say anything “are you just gonna stay quiet?” He asked quietly “my... back,” you whimpered with pain, with tears slowly making their way down your cheeks “huh?” He asked confused “my... my... back,” you whimpered with pain once again “what’s wrong with it?” He asked “you stabbed it,” “oh...  shit,” he said as he let go of your arms, but you fell forward in to his arms, as he looked at your back “you have no blood there or anything,” “but it’s sore,” you whimpered once again with pain “I’m sorry baby... I just wanted to tell you, I forgot about the painful thingy,” he said quietly as he hugged you “sit up on the wall,” he said comfortingly, as he helped you to, but when you got comfortable there, he stood back and smiled “let me take a picture,” he smiled cutely as you smiled “sure,” you giggled as he smiled, and took out his phone and took a picture “can I tweet it on Twitter?” He asked “do whatever with it, you could... Print it off and pin it above your bed,” you giggled as he smiled “I’ll do that,” he winked as you giggled “you won’t,” “I will,” “you won’t,” “I will,” “not if I lay you,” “oooo, I think I prefer the laying actually.” He chuckled making you giggle “look who is sitting on the wall... My beautiful girl A kiss, kiss,” he said while typing on his phone, but then placing his phone in to his pocket, then smiled up at you “you look beautiful tonight,” you said quietly to him as he smiled “thanks, but you look stunning, with the moonlight shining in your eyes and the whole picture of you,” he winked as you giggled, but you pulled him closer by his tie and kissing him passionately, before placing your hands on to his neck making the kiss deeper, as his hands went straight to your waist, but then his tongue slipped in, making the kiss more passionate. As the kiss continued you opened your legs slightly to allow his waist to slip in, so that your legs could then wrap around it, the kiss you were both sharing was becoming faster with the passion happening, but he suddenly pulled away, but kept his lips near yours, both of you out of breath “wow,” he whispered as you smiled, before placing your lips back on to his, while his hands slowly started to move themselves on to your thighs. As you continued to kiss, you stroked the back of his head, as his hands moved slowly up your thighs and laid themselves on to your bum “mm,” he mumbled as he pulled away, again breathless “are you wearing my boxers?” He asked, as you giggled “cheeky,” he winked “you left them at JJ’s house last night, and I thought I had to give them back to you, and by doing that... I had to slip them on,” you winked “are you wearing anything under them?” He winked as you giggled “you wanna find out?” “Oooo, you are fucking sexy,” he winked as you giggled, before placing your lips back on to his again, but his hands instantly tried to pull down his boxers (the boxers you were wearing) “mm... Ast... Not here this is uncomfortable and we could get caught,” “so? That’s the daring side of sex... You should have sex with me in daring places, trust me babe, we won’t get caught,” he whispered before placing his lips back on to yours “but... This is... Uncomfortable.” You wined in to the kiss “is it? I should think so actually,” he sighed, but you felt bad “but what happened about your promise? You said...” “Yeah I know what I said, and I haven’t broken it,” he winked as he kissed you once again “come on, let’s go back inside,” he smiled as he allowed you to jump off the wall and walk beside him.

You and Aston got back inside the after party just to see JJ and Nicole having their first dance. Although, you could see Oritsé and Chloe starting their little dance on the dance floor too, soon followed by JB and Courtney “let me dance with you,” you heard Aston whisper into your ear as you smiled “sure,” you giggled as he smiled, as he took your hand and then lead you on to the dance floor. His arms wrapped around your waist, as yours wrapped around his neck, while his forehead laid on to yours, both of your bodies swaying together as you smiled “I love you,” he whispered suddenly, but you looked at him wide eyed “really?” You asked “yeah... With all my heart,” he whispered as he pecked your lips “I don’t know how to say it... No one has ever told me that before,” you whispered as your bodies were still swaying “you don’t have to say it back...” “But I don’t wanna hurt you,” you looked sad at him “you won’t... I know your history with what’s his face and I understand that it might take some time for you to say it, but trust me... You could never hurt me,” he whispered as he kissed your forehead.

Oritsé’s POV:

The dancing finished and (Your name) walked away from Aston to go to the bar, but then Aston started to walk past me to go to the back “Ast!” I called him as he looked at me and stopped, but then walked over to me “yeah,” “have you laid (Your name) yet?” I asked “no... Still waiting,” he sighed “well... I just sent JB over to her and they are gonna talk about it... You know,” I told him as he looked worried “okay thanks... Are you coming to get a drink?” He smirked “cannot miss that chance,” he smirked back as we walked over to the bar and started to order some drinks for each other.

JB POV’s:

(Your name) was sitting by herself in a corner, but I walked up to her and sat down next to her (sitting on the floor) “hello,” “hey,” she smiled back “what you doing here by yourself?” I asked her “no one wants to talk to me... So I thought I’d get myself some peace and quiet,” she sighed “you alright?” I asked her “yeah... Just frustrated with myself,” she sighed “how come?” I asked her “I haven’t given anything to Aston yet,” she sighed again, as she played around with her shoe “what... Sex?” I asked her “yeah... Sorry that must be awkward,” “no it’s fine... Talk to me about it, I’m a good listener,” I said cheekily making her giggle “even though... I don’t really wanna imagine Aston having sex, but still...” I said causing her to laugh “I’ll help,” I smiled making her smile “well you know my history with Miles?” “Yeah,” “well... That’s making me back down and I can’t just randomly show my body... Like... I haven’t...” “I understand, but tell me one thing... Did you lose your virginity to him?” I asked “oh no! Course not... I lost that to my best mate at a house party,” she said awkwardly “well anyone other than Miles is great!” I smiled as she smiled “well yeah... And I’m just afraid that... You know, Aston might do the same,” “what do you mean... Do the same?” “Well... I haven’t told anyone this, and I’m hoping I can tell you... I know I don’t wanna make anything depressing for you or anything, but I can’t live with it for the rest of my life,” she sighed, tears forming in her eyes “what did he do?” I asked “he chained me... Kept me in a cellar... When he wanted me, he’d take me out of the cellar, still chained and then handcuff me to his bed... Then rape me, then get his mates to rape me, and they were like... five other lads,” she cried softly, as I sat there horrified “oh, my, gosh babe! You can’t live with that! You have to tell Aston,” “NO! You can’t! Please don’t... He’ll leave me and he is all I have... I love him and I don’t want to let him go,” she cried desperately to me “alright, I won’t, but that means you have to,” I said as she looked at me and shook her head ever so slightly “he has to know! Don’t you think so?” I asked, but she didn’t reply “you wanna know what he told me when he first EVER saw you and he was in the studio one day?” She didn’t speak, but she nodded “he told me that... If it wasn’t for the rules that you two are cheekily breaking...” I said making her giggle “he said that, he wants to know you, right down to your roots... Wants to hold you so that no pain can come near you, he wanted to make love to you like no one else can, and I shouldn’t be telling you this bit, but he told me he – even though he only saw you ONCE – he wanted a future with you... Meaning, he wants a family with you, and wants you to be his Mrs Merrygold, he told me all of that... Not one word is a lie,” I told her, as she looked happy about everything that I had just told her “now don’t you think he should know... About why you are so scared of the dark when you are lonely,” “how do you know that I’m scared of the dark when I’m lonely?” “Babe have you not heard Aston... He bloody doesn’t shut up about you! Even when he wasn’t dating you, that’s all he talked about!” I said making her giggle “now don’t you think so?” “Yeah, but JB... I can’t tell him... Will you?” She asked me softly “of course babe... Anything for my best mate,” I winked making her smile “come here,” I said signalling her to hug me which she did, but when I had hold of her, I hugged her so tightly.

“When do you want me to ask him?” I asked as I pulled of the hug “err... Tonight... But not when I’m around,” “of course babe, now... Go find your man and kiss him,” I winked as she got up and wondered off to find Aston. I soon got up and found Courtney “hey... What was (Your name) crying for?” She asked worriedly “oh, she was just telling me something,” I smiled, as I looked around for (Your name), I saw her standing humbly behind Aston, as he didn’t know she was there, but she looked at me and frowned, but I encouraged her to talk to him, but she back up and was shaking her head. Just then Aston had turned his head and saw her and went to hug her, but he saw the frown on her face, which made him panic slightly at why she was so upset, just then she looked at me causing Aston to look at me, and he looked so confused and upset... I had to help her out! And now!