A Poisoned Mind

Chapter one hundred

Siobhan’s POV:

Lying in bed, I heard Olly, heating up his dinner. Although, I started to become concerned on how I spoke to him on the phone. Was I a little bit too harsh to him? Sighing, I got up and out of bed, and crept my way along the corridor towards the stairs. At the top of the stairs, I saw Olly eating his dinner, as he was reading something on his phone.

“Olly... I’m sorry,” I said quietly, as I was sitting on the other end of the dining table, as he looked up from his phone “it’s alright babe, my fault that I should have phoned, but Aston had distracted me,” he said quietly “what did he want?” I asked “something to do with (Your name),” “oh... Is he planning to purpose or...?” I asked, but Olly chuckled “no, he wishes, but something extremely upsetting,” Olly sighed “can I know?” I asked like a little girl “well... Aston was reading (Your name)’s contract renewal, but what he read wasn’t what he wanted to see... She might leave to go to America, so that she can work out over there and renew her contract over there as well, but (Your name) told Aston, that it was her dream to work over there since she was a little girl, and Aston told her that she should go, but he doesn’t want her to go... And he’s kicking himself for encouraging her to go,” Olly said quietly, as I sat there and frowned. I felt so sorry for Aston, he must be heartbroken!

Aston’s POV:

“Hey guys... Look Marv, I’m sorry I walked out yesterday, I was just worried and pissed off,” I said quietly, as I walked in to the studio the next morning. “It’s alright mate, did you find (Your name)?” He asked me, as I sighed “yeah... She was in my house... She broke in and was doing her contract renewal,” “oh... Was she? Is she renewing it with us?” JB asked, with a hint of hope she would be. This was gonna kill me, saying that she’ll be leaving to go to America, to start her career out there “no... She isn’t,” I sighed, as I was standing by a spare chair, and leaning on it with a lump in my throat. “What?” The guys whispered quietly amongst themselves “she’s err... She’s leaving to go to America to start her career out there,” I said, swallowing hard as I tried to hold the tears back, but one managed to escape. Although, the lads saw and frowned deeply “mate...” Marvin began “that must be killing you,” he finished “yeah, but then I go and encourage her to go,” I said another tear falling out of my eye “you need to not make her go! She’s the love of your life, Aston!” Mimi suddenly said behind me. “Did you hear everything?” I asked her, as she nodded her head softly “do you want me to speak to her about, how you feel with her going?” She asked, but I looked at the lads “that would be a good thing to do,” Oritsé suggested, but then I looked back at Mimi “yeah... Please... If you don’t mind,” I said quietly, as she smiled and walked out the door, but I sighed heavily “sit down,” Marvin said, “tell us how you feel,” JB said, as I sat down and started to tell them...

Laura’s POV:

“YOU’RE WHAT?” I screamed, as (Your name)’s smile wiped off her face. She’d just told me, Courtney, Chloe, Kirsti and Nicole that she might be leaving to go to America! Siobhan was out with Olly today, and I had no idea where Mimi was! “But I thought you would be happy for...” “I am babe, I know screamed, but I’m worried about how Aston would feel... He must be dying inside,” “he said he wanted me to go!” She protested, but Mimi suddenly walked in “(Your name), I wanna tell you something,” Mimi said softly, as she sat down next to her on the sofa “do you know how Aston feels about you leaving?” Mimi asked quietly “Yeah, he said he wanted me to go...” “(Your name), he doesn’t feel that way... When you were in the showering this morning, he was crying his heart out downstairs, wishing you wouldn’t go, wishing he’d never encouraged you to go... He wants you to stay... He wants a family with you... He wants to be with you forever over here and nowhere else in the world... He told me to tell you this; he just didn’t want you to know that his heart is broken,” Mimi finished, as (Your name) was close to tears. “I’m so confused... I wanna go, but I don’t wanna hurt Aston, he said that...” “He was putting it on babe, he encouraged you, so that you wouldn’t see his broken heart,” Nicole said quietly, but (Your name) looked so torn. “When do you leave?” I asked her “after the tour, that’s when my contract finishes,” she said quietly.

“I can’t believe it,” I whispered to Nicole, as (Your name) was sitting behind her desk, but I was only with Nicole the rest of the girls were with (Your name). “Me neither, but you can never know what was going on in that girl’s head,” Nicole whispered back, just as Aston walked in “where’s (Your name)?” He asked me and Nicole, but (Your name) popped up from behind the desk “I’m here,” she said quietly “oh err...” “I wanna talk to you,” she said softly, as she walked him out hand in hand...

(Your name)’s POV:

You took him down the corridor with the empty studio rooms. “In here,” you said softly as you opened the door for him to walk in to. “What did you want to talk to me about?” Aston asked softly, as you shut the door and shut all the blinds “I thought you wanted me to go to America,” you said quietly, as you walked up to the table and sat on it, as you saw him stand awkwardly in the middle of the room, near the door “I do, but then I don’t... I just don’t want you to go,” “why not?” “Because, I don’t know how I’ll live two years without you... You’re my world (Your name), I’d give you everything to stay! I want to make you the happiest girl alive! And I don’t know what will happen, if you go out to America and find another guy, I’ll be crushed if you broke up with me. What happens if I never see you again?!” He panicked “hey, hey... Come here,” you said quietly and softly, as he approached you and hugged you tightly, “I’ll visit,” “when? Every three months?” He asked “no... Baby, I’ll always be yours...” “Please! Just don’t go! I beg of you,” he pleaded, as you sighed “you know it’s been my dream though... Since I was a little girl,” you said quietly, but he looked down... Defeated. It looked like every last hope of him trying to get you to stay didn’t work, and he became broken hearted. Lifting his head up, you placed your lips softly on to his, creating a soft and tender kiss “Aston...” You whispered his name “are you staying?” he whispered back “let me think about, but please make love to me,” “when?” He asked “now,” you whispered as you saw a cheeky smile break on to his lips, but then you felt his hands run up and underneath your skirt, before pulling down your knickers, as you slowly unbuckled his belt, and slowly pushed his trousers down. Just as you done that, he had taken off your knickers, just as you pulled down his boxers, “here,” he whispered, as he passed you a condom, making you smile.

You had just placed the condom on to Aston, as his lips met yours “I love you,” he whispered, “I love you too,” you whispered back to him, as his lips placed themselves back on to yours with a soft kiss, “uh,” you gasped, as he pushed himself in to you “did I hurt you?” He whispered, as he had moved his head so, that his face was buried in to your neck “no... Oh,” you whispered, as he started to move his hips “this is naughty... Making love in work,” he whispered on to your neck, as you gasped “oh Ast... Uh,” you whispered, “is that good?” He whispered moving a little faster “yes... Oh yes!” You moaned to him “I’m gonna make this the best love making you’ve ever gone through,” he whispered, as he slowed down, but thrusted you hard... Twice. “UH,” You called out “mm... You gotta scream baby,” he whispered, as you bit your lip, and hooked your legs around his waist “faster Aston, faster,” you whispered as he obeyed you “how about harder?” He whispered, as he went a little harder on you, causing the pleasure to be increasingly irresistible “Aston! UUUUUUHHH,” you called out “enjoying it?” He whispered, as you bit on your lip hard “yes! Aston... You’re so good at making love,” you whispered to him as you kissed his neck, making him bit his lip, but then you felt his grip on your thighs tighten, making you place your forehead across his chest, as you gripped hold of his waist and pulled him more in to you making him gasp “oh... UH! UH (Your name)! You feel so fucking good!” He called out, but only loud enough for you to hear, “how long we gonna be doing this?” You asked him “as long as you want... Hopefully... This love making, will make you stay... Because... Could you honestly live without this?” He asked thrusting you hard in each break of the sentence. And Aston was right; you truly couldn’t live without his love making, nor him. Now you wanted to stay, but you hadn’t told Aston that you sent your contract through this morning, plus, you had already booked your flight and hotel!