A Poisoned Mind

Chapter eighty one

I took a deep breath in, before looking at the pregnancy test. Negative. I could have cried right there and then. I felt like I had let down Marvin not being able to get pregnant. I thought how hard it’d be for Marvin to take this in, he is eager to have a child with me, and for me to go and tell him that the result was negative would be heart breaking for me, but I had to go and tell him. Making my way to the top of the stairs, I had the pregnancy test in my hand, but from downstairs I could hear Marvin on the phone to someone, laughing and having a joke... I had to ruin that, with a negative pregnancy test. Right there and then, I broke down in floods of tears, as I walked to the bottom of the stairs and sat down on the third step up and just cried quietly.

In the background, all I could hear was Marvin laughing down the phone “alright I’ll see you later mate,” I heard him say, before he had hung up, but then I noticed that he was moving in to the hallway. Although, I was staring at the front door, with one hand in a soft fist lying just above my left eyebrow, as I continued to cry. “Mimi?” I heard Marvin call me, but I didn’t reply “Mimi? Baby! What’s the matter?” He asked as he noticed that I was crying, but he sat on the second step, looking up at me, a look of confusion on his face. “Tell me what’s wrong?” He asked softly, as he stroked my right thigh “I’m... I’m so sorry,” I stuttered as I tried to talk, but I just wasn’t feeling up to anything “why? Why, what’s wrong?” He asked me softly, but I allowed my hand to let go of the pregnancy test, which made him look at it, before picking it up and reading it. The disappointed look in his face, made me cry harder, as I then buried my head in to my lap “hey, hey... It’s okay... Don’t cry baby, shh,” he whispered as he sat up level with me and stroked my back, “wait a second,” he said, before walking off in to the living room. The noise of the TV had then switched off and Marvin had come back to me as I watched him, although as I expected him to sit down, he had picked me up bridal carry and took me back upstairs and in to the bedroom, and laid me down in bed, before he done the same thing, but behind me “shh, shh, don’t cry,” he whispered, but I couldn’t take it no more, I had to get pregnant, I felt so weak knowing that I wasn’t pregnant.

I had rolled over and pressed myself in to Marvin’s body “I’m so sorry,” I whispered to him “hey... Shh, don’t say sorry... We can always try again, you don’t have to get pregnant right away,” “but I feel as though I have let you down...” “Now come on, you need to rest your mind now... You know that’s not true... You know you do me proud with everything you do, I love you okay, and that’s all that matters,” “I love you too,” I whispered back “shh, rest your eyes, you’ve been crying for too long... Shh, sleep baby,” he whispered to me, as I shut my eyes as I buried my head in to his neck, but just as I was about to fall asleep, I felt him kiss my temple.

(Your name)’s POV:

“YO SEXY,” a young lad called over to you from across the road, as you were just coming out of the bakery to go back to the studio to eat your lunch then get on with rehearsing. Now you were back at work, after having your lung broken. The rehearsals for the 4D tour was going extremely well, even Aston was actually resisting you, even though you knew it was hard for him. Not because he couldn’t do anything, but just because he wanted you to rehearse...

Flashback:

Bending over, your bum was sticking right out, while you were standing in your studio room, but then you heard someone tap the window, making you stand up and turn around to see Aston standing there, but he was signalling not to bend over, as it was turning him on. Although, you being the sort of torment of a girl, you winked and turned back around and bent over to pick up a few CDs, but when you stood back up again, you saw JB laughing at Aston drooling over your bum...

End of Flashback:

As you turned around you saw the young lad, run across the road and over to you “yeah?” You asked “can I get your number please?” He asked, “sure,” you said a little confused as you typed in ‘a’ number. “Thank you,” he smiled, before cheekily snapping a kiss on to your cheek, before running off.

“THIS KID DID WHAT?” Aston more or less shouted, “Ast calm down,” “but...” He said looking upset “he isn’t yours,” Aston said like a small child as he wrapped his arms around your waist and laid his head on to your shoulder “I’m no ones, I’m like rocking the single world,” you tittered as Aston flashed a smile “come on, turn that frown upside down...” “But I don’t want ANY guy chatting you up... Your mine,” “you said that last time, but then you ended up with Diana, and I was left with a heartbreak,” you said sarcastically, as his arms slowly came away from your waist “sorry,” he said quietly “yeah okay,” you said, before sorting out the CD discs again “I love you,” he said quietly, as he stopped you from working and kissed you softly, making it long and tender.

“Yo Aston! OH MY GOSH NO, I’M NOT SEEING THIS,” Oritsé screamed your studio room down, before running out. You and Aston had gotten carried away in to the kiss, to the point you were laying on the desk, with your legs wrapped around his waist, as he was stood up and towered over you “oops, we got caught,” Aston said like a cheeky child “yes we did, so off me... Now,” “demanding,” he winked, as he allowed you to get up and sort yourself “you don’t like demanding girls,” “no, I don’t, but when it comes to you... It’s such a turn on,” he whispered in to your ear, as he placed his hands on to your bum, with his front pressed in to your back making you giggle as he kissed the flesh behind your ear, but then you bent down to pick up a CD that you dropped “no, you can’t be doing this,” Aston said cheekily, as you looked confused, but then you burst out laughing as you then understood on what you did! Rehearsals are just gonna keep getting more fun by the day!