𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒 | 𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐦𝐢𝐧 × 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬

[𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧] ❝𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫❞

Ship: Seungmin × Chan

Genre: Fluff

Contains: mentions of self h@rm

New chapter :)

Seungmin's pov:

It hurts. It hurts so bad to see your lover slowly falling out of love with you. Everything was going on fine with me and my boyfriend but suddenly he said this won't work between us, reasoning that I wasn't giving him anytime. In reality I know that he is slowly falling out of love with me and also seeing another guy. Whatever it is, if he is isn't happy with our relationship then who am l to make him stay? So I just let him go for his sake and for my own good sake.

At this point I really don't want him anymore. I'm just numb inside and feel drained out.

It has been two years since me and my boyfriend were in a relationship. Those were beautiful days when we used to go on dates and late night walks.

I'm trying to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore.

After this breakdown I again fell to my lowest. All the negative comments which the fans make was swirling in mind. Am I not worthy enough to be loved? Do stays hate me? Do they find me boring? Am I not enough? These thoughts keep evading in my mind.

Now I am sitting in the washroom with a small harmful thing in my hands. Yes, I started to hurt myself long back when negative comments started to affect me. This is the only way I can relieve my stress and agony.

I whimpered feeling the pain on my skin.

All the comments and breakup were eating up my mind causing me to unknowingly hurt deeper. I screamed when the pain was unbearable. I panicked when I hear someone knocking on the wash room's door. I quickly opened the tap and poured some water to clean the blood and went to open the door.

Chan's pov:

I heard a scream from the washroom when I was going to my room. It was seungmin's voice.

"Hey seungminnie, are you okay?" I asked but only heard the water running and seungminnie opened the door after few seconds.

"Hey-"

"Sorry hyung" seungminnie interrupted me and rushed to his room leaving me confused. His face looked like he cried for hours which worried me.

I entered the washroom and was shocked to see few drops of blood on the floor. I was worried about seungminnie and rushed after him.

Seungmin's pov :

I rushed to my room since I don't want chan hyung to see my ugly crying face. I locked my room, laid on my bed and pulled the cover till my face letting my tears fall once again. Now I can cry freely without anyone disturbing.

Author's pov :

Chan rushed to seungmin's room and tried to open his door but it was locked. He heard his cries which worried him more.

"Hey seungminnie please open the door. It's me chan hyung, let's talk it out okay?, Please baby can you open the door for me?" Chan spoke slowly so that the younger would feel comforted and would open the door for him.