"I'll let you talk to him only if you agree that whatever comes after that, which if he gets to escape and attempt to kill me again and when there's enough evidence of you involved in his plan, I won't be coming for his life anymore, babe, but it will be yours. If you want me to die, you have to come with me" he says.
My eyes flicker with disbelief, and an unmistakable shock registers on my face.
No response, Jungkook asks, "What will you say?" he asks.
"I don't want to kill you, Jungkook, I won't be doing that anymore. How many times do I have to tell you that I regret it?" I ask with a slightly high tone frustrated.
He doesn't say anything and only stares at my eyes.
His eyes tell me that he's listening.
I turn my head to my side, letting out a sigh that heavies in my chest, I'm trying to calm down.
After that, I turn to look at him again. "At that time, I didn't know you at all, Jungkook. You killed my mother, and I started to get attached to Seol. You took my mother, you wanted to take Seol away too. I felt like you were taking everything from me and you're going to keep torturing me. That's why... I-I... I did that, you know".
"What about us when we were dating for one damn year, y/n? I did everything. The thing after was because you were rejecting me" he says.
"I thought you were fake, Jungkook. But not until I know your old self is still your present".
He frowns, "What do you mean? You always said I wasn't my old self, I have changed. Stop confusing me, y/n", he says.
I shake my head. "I remember you telling me that you were an orphan. So, I could understand your coldness. I know I was attracted because of your looks but I fell for you harder when I thought you never knew the feelings to be loved. When you allowed me to love you, I saw something like magic in your eyes, Jungkook. I saw your sincere reaction to my touch, to my care, to everything I did to you. You really never experienced love, right? I was correct, right? Because I was your first love, um, Jungkook?" I ask.
He doesn't answer me but in his eyes, I can see he is listening to me attentively and waiting for me to tell more.
"After following you that night, I thought you were lying about being an orphan. You're crazily rich, Jungkook. There was no way you were unloved. Because I thought money could buy everything. I just think you were an evil man who faked everything just to get everything in your favor. But then the truth came out. You are just you, our past relationship was genuine, and you didn't fake anything. You just really love me. The way may be a bit different, but I try to understand and I can tolerate you. And I'm staying with you because I believe you have been loving me since the beginning. Right, Jungkook?" I ask and move closer to him, eyes still straight meeting his, I can see he is feeling an emotion in his eyes.
"Jungkook, I love you," I say, almost whispering to his ear.
I'm really hoping that he will hug me now.
He puts his arm around my waist, pulls me closer and he kisses my forehead.
I close my eyes and I feel so relieved in my chest.
After a while, he breaks the kiss and loosens the hug slightly.
I open my eyes and look at him.
"I appreciate it, babe. I really do" he says.
My lips curl, I'm smiling.
"But I want a settlement".
My smile instantly becomes fragile, as he sounds like he's going to bring back to that conversation again.
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FanfictionThey say I have a perfect boyfriend. He is handsome, he is tall and he is kind to everyone. He has a good job, promising me a good future with him. My perfect boyfriend, Jeon Jungkook, he's just so perfect. I thought I know him so much but he's not...