Who? (Jungkook FF)

Chapter 108

        I have been sitting on sofa in the hall.

No tears because it's the same shit.

I stab my nail into the sofa repetitively.

Is it true Jungkook did that?

I really don't want to believe it but why would Jin lie?

I don't know.

I hug myself and feel so devastated.

I shouldn't make friends.

Then, I start to feel so empty because nobody to tell how I feel.

I get off the sofa and go straight to Seol's room.

I feel like hugging my baby.

I enter his room and sees him crawling on the soft carpet under his babysitter's care.

"Lady" the babysitter says as soon as she sees me and she lowers her head to me.

"I'm taking Seol, you can have a rest" I say and goes to Seol.

"Thank you, Lady"

Seol crawls towards me and I lift him up and hold him into my arm.

Seol grins and then he smashes his head into my breast.

He does it several times and the frown starts appearing on his face.

It's a sign that he's hungry.

"Seol, calm down. Wait. Let's go,  let's go" I say and walk out of room.

I go to Jungkook's room but then recalling about Jin, I walk pass his room and go into my room instead.

I lie into the bed with Seol and starts breastfeeding him.

He sucks my milk, so intensely. 

I pat his head gently, my baby is so hungry.

Then, I find him so cute too.

After few minutes, Seol stops sucking, so I look at him.

He's sleeping.

I pull myself away and carefully position him better.

After that, I lay my head into the pillow.

Strangely I feel sleepy again.

I stare at Seol.

Seeing Seol sleeping making me more sleepy.

My eyes begins to heavy and I fall asleep.

         I open my eyes slowly and look at Seol.

He's still sleeping.

I stare at him and a smile appears on my face.

My baby is so cute.

I lift my head off the pillow and peck his cheek.

"Seol, Mommy love you" I say.

I am startled when I hear steps from my room's balcony.

I turn my head to there and see Jungkook.

He smiles at me.

"Good sleep, babe?" he asks.

"Yeah..."

"Why not in my room? You always sleep in my room" he says.

"Mmm... J-just... I feel like to sleep here" I say.

He comes towards me and I start to smell cigarette on him.

"You just smoked?" I ask.

"Yeah"