Who? (Jungkook FF)

Chapter 100

             I only lay on the mattress, and at this moment, I feel so unalive.

It feels so sorrowful in my heart too.

I am contemplating about my life overall as well.

How did it turn out to be like this?

I only feel bad for Taehyung and worried about Seol.

Is it bad?

I tear up again and I bury my face in the mattress.

I don't remember the last time to felt as bad as tonight.

Hopeless and as if my existence is wrong.

I think I've been crying so much and start to wonder what time is now.

I look at my phone. It's almost 4.00 a.m. now.

I should sleep.

Actually, I can't sleep.

But I'll try to.

I close my eyes and try to calm myself down.

I let my energy down and it feels a bit better.

Suddenly, I hear my door gets unlocked.

My heart skips a beat, I'm so scared.

No one is residing near my current room.

I quickly close my eyes.

I hear the door open.

Damn, this is real.

But could it be Jungkook?

Impossible.

He's cold and so egoistic.

I'm curious but I'm so scared to open my eyes.

Jungkook or a ghost?

Suddenly, I feel the arms are slipped under my body.

I start to smell his scent too.

It's really Jungkook.

He lifts me and carries me out of the room.

I keep pretending to be asleep.

So, I don't know where he is going to carry me.

But I feel so relieved now. It is as if I've been brought out of the awful place.

I can feel he is stepping up the stairs.

Maybe to my old room?

Then, I hear him open the door and enter the room.

He carefully places me down on the bed.

The mattress feels like, it's his bed.

Then, a silence, no movement at all for a while.

I want to peep to see what is happening now, but I'm scared that he's coincidentally looking at me too.

Then, I hear him moving onto the bed, lying next to me.

He pulls up the blanket for me and I can feel his body heat, so he is inside the blanket as well.

Suddenly, I feel his hand on my face and he smoothes my hair away from my face.

What's gotten on this man?

Why is he being soft again and makes me feel so mixed.

I feel like crying now. It is just unexplainable feelings.

And then he keeps caressing my face for some minutes. And sometimes he uses his fingertip to track along my lips.

After that, he takes his hand off my face and I hear him yawning.