I stare at the floor sharply.
I recall what Jungkook has said.
Fuck about his ideal relationship. Fuck about his inconsideration towards Seol. And towards Taehyung too!
Fuck him!
My breath becomes heavier.
Then, slowly I start to feel tired.
After anger, it is disappointment takes over my heart.
I am really have been trying to be with Jungkook.
God, why can't he understand me and be a little bit nice?
I sigh and close my eyes.
My forehead creased into three lines in anger.
His fucking stupid ideal relationship is in my head.
Submissive?
How dare he!
I open my eyes and realize that I haven't gotten out of his room.
Suddenly I feel his scent is strong in this room.
Uh, evil scent!
I quickly get out of his room.
Then, I keep cursing him in my mind.
After that, reality hits me.
What cursing him can even do?
He's a mafia boss.
Damn, a mafia boss.
I sigh.
Sometimes, I still think of him as a passive man that I was dating 2 years ago.
That's why sometimes I have guts against him and sometimes I don't.
But it's not like I'm against him for the good things.
It's only the bad thing he does.
Why it is so hard for him to accept my opinion and view?
God...
My shoulders drop down.
Suddenly I feel so exhausted. I actually don't want to fight with him.
Because I know in the end, nothing changes. He still wants me.
"Geez, fight for nothing" I complain.
I take my time, then blow out a breath, lift my head, and stand tall.
Well, this time, at least I'll be not giving up and I will do anything to teach him a lesson.
My eyes are clearly showing my determination.
I recall him saying I was challenging him.
I'll keep it up.
Seol comes across my mind and my eyes widen.
I always go to see Seol in the early morning. At least after the breakfast.
But now, I'm late.
Damn, I blame Jungkook.
I go to Seol's room and see his babysitter feeding Seol with the rice cereal.
The babysitter turns her head to me at the door.
I curl a smile and go to her.
"Let me do it," I say, referring to feed Seol.
She hands me the bowl.
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Who? (Jungkook FF)
FanfictionThey say I have a perfect boyfriend. He is handsome, he is tall and he is kind to everyone. He has a good job, promising me a good future with him. My perfect boyfriend, Jeon Jungkook, he's just so perfect. I thought I know him so much but he's not...