💍💚MARRIAGE AND THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS💜💍

🐻40.2🐰

💍🐻Marriage & the Misunderstandings🐰💍

🐻Taesha POV💚

💚40th Trial (part 2-ENDINGS)💜

Taesha's POV

During my fan meeting in Seoul, Jokoy left the country for his shoot. He didn't want to leave, but he needed to. He have to. I assure him I am fine, and it's okay to go. Mochi will be with me and our parents, too. Jokoy's parents promised to attend my fan meeting despite the need to be hidden from the camera. I don't want it. I don't want to keep them, but for their safety, I considered it.

I was glad that Mochi made it to my Vicnic event. I invited him by myself, and no one told me to do so. He is my best friend; he is my soulmate. Take it or leave it. Mochi also met Jokoy in New York. Jokoy was not feeling well at that time, and I was also happy that I could check on him through Mochi. Because sometimes he won't tell me if he is ill. He doesn't want me to worry too much. But they both ended up getting sick. Mochi went there not only because of Jokoy, it was because of Unnie's graduation with multiple awards.

Whatever Jokoy and Mochi did to me in the past is already forgotten. I forgave them and forgot what happened, too. Jokoy became distant from Mochi Hyung when we got married. He doesn't want to do fan service anymore. But I talked to him. I made him understand that it's not just Mochi's fault; it's his too. And he approached Mochi again, and they talked about it.

They used to hang out together but as years passed by, Jokoy didn't go out with him like they used to. Especially the year 2022 and 2023. I told him he could still go out, he doesn't need to bury himself inside our house, he needs to have enjoyment. He was then forced to go out and have a party with other friends, but my insecurities suddenly activated and I felt fear again. What if he does that again? What if he forgot about me again? I confronted him. We had a big misunderstanding because of my fear. Jokoy made me understand that that won't happen again. That if I am doubting him, I can come with him. And I don't want that. If he stays loyal and faithful to me, he doesn't need to be guarded.

And Jokoy proved my suspicions wrong. He never cheated again. He comes home earlier than usual. And he remained loyal and faithful.

On my side, at first, I blamed myself. I asked myself multiple times. Am I not enough? Am I not pretty? Am I that bad? Am I lacking in something? But sooner, I figure out there is nothing wrong with me. I am me. And I am more than enough.

Jokoy proved that there is nothing wrong with me, and I am perfect for him. He was just stupid enough to hurt me, and he made up with me. And he has been making my day happy since we got married. He spoiled me so much that I sometimes take advantage of it, which causes us misunderstandings. I never regret teasing him or abusing his kindness in a good way. Because every time we settle things after our misunderstandings, our love ignites more, and we realize day by day that we cannot live without each other.

Of course, I don't always do that. Haha. I don't always annoy him or make mistakes on purpose. He also has a limit, and I am testing his patience so much lately that he almost gave up on me.

How did I say he  almost gave up?

One night in February 2023 a few days after our IG live, I asked him if I could go out. He told me yes, but I need to come home at 12:30 a.m. But I went home at 2 in the morning, hoping that he would fall asleep already. Unfortunately, Jokoy was waiting for me in the living room, sitting on the couch and standing up the moment I opened our front door.

"What did I tell you? What about coming home at 12:30 am you don't understand, Jeon Taesha? Why are you always doing this?" His voice echoed around the penthouse, and his jaw was clenching. He looked at Pandy and glared at him.