fierce and forgiving:second chances

chapter 37

     I woke up really tired, if I could go to school in my pajamas,I totally would,I went to the bathroom to freshen up I glanced at the mirror I groaned,I look exactly how I feel a mess,I brushed my teeth ,washed my face and off I went to the shower,the fast droplets of warm water hitting my skin and i relaxed at the soothing feeling,changed into a lazy day outfit,mostly greys and black to match my mood.
     I drove to school in peace,yea I have a car I just like walking sometimes,parking my car perfectly,I hopped out grabbing my backpack I dragged myself to school.

"Cupcake wait up" I heard a familiar voice turning around I saw eddy frantically waving at me and I groaned tripping my speed,I was practically sprinting to school,I just had to park my car at the farthest end

"Someone is grumpy" eddy complained "woah,you look like a bus ran over ,reversed and ran over you again" he said grinning

"Would you kindly fuck off" I snapped

"Look who woke up on the wrong side of her bed" he commented

"Just leave me alone" I said sighing

     I had study hall so I had like an hour to kill so I plan on moping in the library feeling bad for myself alone with no company,all by myself,just me .I guess he also has study hall too,either that or he's ditching class

"You wanna be alone" he asked

"Wow,what gave that away" I replied

"Okay so let's do this,let's ditch the rest of school,I'll treat you to ice cream" he suggested

"What makes you think I'll ditch school to go eat ice cream with you" I asked

"Well in the movies when girls feel sad they eat ice cream while watching sad romantic sitcoms" he explained and I smiled at his stupid theory

"That's so stupid" I commented smiling

"Soo....'he asked

"Let's go eat ice cream" I said following him out the school damning all consequences

   We got to the ice cream parlour which is like two blocks away from school,eating the ice cream we ordered I stared at the window drifting to my world

"You wanna talk about it" he brought me back to the cold harsh reality

"Uhn,talk about what" I asked

"Whatever is bothering you,am a pretty good listener" he said smirking

"What freak takes ice cream on a cloudy day" I asked in attempt of changing the question

"Yeah,I know right,this place is pretty empty,that makes the two of us" he said smiling making him look cute
"Seriously, what's going on" he asked his voice laced with concern

    I was debating whether or not to tell him,he has met my dad technically, he was there when I fainted and all. I really want to get this over with and I can't exactly tell Claire about it without telling her the whole story,times like this i feel extremely lonely

"Well..." He encouraged

"My dad is back" I said holding my breath

"And that is bad because" he asked

"We don't exactly get along and I haven't seen him in so long and all of a sudden he is back" I ranted

"His he the one from camp" he asked and I nodded

"Ohh" he said
"Why don't you guys talk it out" he suggested

"I dp not ever want to talk to that man,ever" I said angry