fierce and forgiving:second chances

chapter 45

      I kinda want the father-daughter relationship not just for my mum but for me too,I imagine my wedding day and the father daughter dance but then again I wouldn't wear a white gown,all thanks to him. Everything going wrong or will go wrong is linked to him,I mean everything.
       I was done with my ice cream and I still feel moody,I was about to leave when I noticed something suspicious, it was Evi and Claire, no wonder,who reads newspaper upside down?,they weren't much good at spying.

"Give it up,what are you doing here" I asked amused at their looks of being caught doing something wrong,this practically made my day

"Well,we saw the little outburst between you and eddy and we got well....." Claire trailed off

"Worried,concerned, scared" Evi completed "I thought you were supposed to be the smart one and those were simple adjectives, I could even go on" she retorted

"No need to be rude" Claire snapped at her cousin

"You know you could have just walked up to me,the company was much needed" I said sitting at their table

"Well considering you have been ignoring us at all cost,it wasn't much of a good idea" Claire replied

"When did you become so upfront" I asked eyeing her

"I swear, it's all her,she's been rubbing off on me" Claire said looking at a pleased Evi

"Are you okay though" Evi asked

"When did you become all touchy and feely" I asked and evianna wrinkled her nose making me realize how bad that sounded like

"No,not like that,definitely not like that" I corrected "I could be better though" I admitted and they both went quiet,they still know nothing about me

"You don't have to tell us nothing but we just want you to be fine" Evi comforted

"It's like you both switched personalities, I'm shocked" I said lightening the mood and they both laughed

"I missed you guys and am sorry I avoided you guys" I said group hugging them

        Claire got a message then they both had to leave I sighed and started walking back home,I ignored my car,I would just come back for it,my mind was just so clouded right now. I kept walking to the park but I took the longer route,the way longer lonlier route,no am not crazy am not just thinking,I became aware that I was been followed then I turned to see Evans ,the relief that washed over me was obvious

"What the hell,Evans" I snapped angry at the thought of been kidnapped

"Calm down,am sure it looks bad but its not what it looks like" he tried explaining "that doesn't even makes sense" he muttered under his breathe

"Like hell it's not,why are you stalking me" I said angry

" I couldn't help it" he whispered

"What the fuck" I said shocked he admitted it "that sounded sick,you sound sick" I said exasperated

"I was worried okay,after what I caused I would never forgive myself if something happens to you" he said looking at the ground.

     I was moved that he was actually worried about me,I thought he didn't care

"I know I messed up but so far am alive I would never let anything happen to you" he said looking straight in my eyes holding me captive.

Right then and there I felt something towards him I have no words to describe it but since life gave me a second Chance why can't I forgive him
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Thank you for reading lovelies,the fact that one person reads this book makes me happy.....a few more chapters and this book would be over,sorry, am not all that good with an authors note,well anyways have a good evening.
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Love mola
1-03-2016
Happy new month lovelies!!!!!!