fierce and forgiving:second chances

chapter 7

Bethany's POV
I met his gaze and it held me there for a while,a thousand and one question crossed my mind but I wasn't ready to see him or talk to him,Evans kept calling me but I couldn't react,I was scared of him,my own father
"We have gotta get out of here" I said pulling at the opposite direction
"But what about our drink,I really wanted my soda,I know they are waiting for us in the parking lot but they can wait"Evans said whining
" what are you five?"I asked "perfect since they are waiting let's get going"
"Why are we in a hurry by the way" he asked
My father lost us or so I thought,then I saw a figure at the end of the path we were heading,he was approaching us,I stopped when I realize he was the one and as I turned to leave,I heard the voice that would always sing me lullaby's when I couldn't sleep,the one that would pretend to be a ninja and fight all my imaginary monsters,the one that destroyed me.
"Baby doll please wait" my father said
I wanted to shout so badly that he lost the right to call me that,tears threatened to spill but I wouldn't let it,I was stronger now besides am sure am gonna be investigated by Evans,I pulled Evans arm and ran as fast as I could towards the packing lot,when they were in view I slowed down,Evans was probably shocked by everything cos he asked no questions, we hopped into the car in no time and we headed back home
"Weren't you guys gonna get drinks" evianna asked
"Umm yea the line was too long so we bailed" Evans replied knowing to well I wasn't
"Evans wat did you do to beth,shez all quiet and pale" Lucas said holding beth's hand "and her palm is cold"
I got concerned looks from everyone
"The line was long and everything was clustered" Evans said dismissing whatever they were thinking
We pulled into Claire's driveway and everyone said their goodbyes and went in....it was preety late outside
I walked through the front door and called out for my mum frantically,She was in front of me within seconds looking all worried
"What's wrong sweetie,are you okay" mum asked looking at me really concerned
I hugged her tight,she held me really close too
"Mum he's here" I said and the tears have been holding back poured I couldn't help it,why can't he let us leave in peace
"You know we couldn't hide from him forever,you will have to face him sooner or later" she said trying to soothe me
"I will rather prefer never,I don't wanna see him again" I said in between sobs
She led me towards the sofa,and I sat down while she knelt in front of me
"Do you think you can ever forgive your father sweetie" she said looking into my eyes for any reaction
I just cried more and she pulled me into a hug,she kept on saying words like its okay,it will get better and all then she started rocking me back and forth till my cries were now soft sobs.
I kept thinking will it really get better and can I ever forgive him

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