fierce and forgiving:second chances

chapter 36

"Hey Woolley Dooley, your mum already talked to mine,I will see you later" I said hoping he would get the message and back off but he instead played along

"Yeah,she told me you guys rescheduled your appointments for the implants" he said grinning wide

"What?" Claire asked in utter shock and Confusion

"What?,he is just joking,I was even just joking" I said letting out a nervous laugh

"I thought you would say that" he said smirking
"Why do I have a feeling you don't want to introduce me to your friends" he questioned

"Because she Wants you all to herself but that ain't happening" Evi retorted

"And you are?" Eddy asked

"Evianna bethany's boyfriends twin"she said grinning and I flushed,she wanted eddy to think I was dating so she can have him but I wouldn't have her lie on my name

"You must be the hot hot camp guy"she said checking him out

"They aren't dating yet,am bethany's best friend,Claire" she introduced herself smiling

"You told your friends am hot hot camp guy"Eddy asked me raising his eyebrows

" Ummm...."I didn't know what to say

"Well she didn't deny it but was Claire that said your hot" Evi countered

"And you believed her because, I mean no offense" eddy said

"Well she hardly ever uses Hot to describe anyone" Evi said emphasizing the quote with her hands
I mean I love how evianna can be blunt and say whatever is on her mind but she should keep it down a notch,did I say a notch I meant a thousand.

After the very awkward morning the rest of the day went on a breeze thankfully, seeing as the school is a few blocks from my house which is like a 30 minutes walk,I decided to start my journey, walking towards the drive way I smiled when I saw my mums ride,we hardly get to hang out or talk and I was hoping we could actually get to catch up

"I just want to get to know her" a male voice said

"You lost that chance years ago" my mum said angry

I wondered who got her angry

"Mum..." I called out

"In here sweety,in the living room" she responded

I walked in and I saw my mum pacing around,she had a mixture of emotions written on her face,she looked worried and scared but mostly angry, in all she looked stressed, she deserves to be happy and sometimes I can't help but feel like I took that away from her,besides me, my dad was everything and there is only little I could do to fill up the emptiness that came with leaving him,yea I know o didn't decide to be raped but still I can't help but feel guilt.

Sitting in front of me was a man am not sure have met or seen,his back was facing me

"Bethany dear,go up to your room,I will be there in a bit" she said tired

"Mum is everything alright,you don't seem okay" I asked worried

"Everything is just fine,it could be better but don't worry about me" she said before motioning me to head upstairs

I looked at the man for a few seconds scrutinizing his features,for some odd reason he looked strangely familiar and so does his cologne,I was heading upstairs when I head the all too familiar voice,the voice that used to chase away my nightmares but was now my nightmare and I froze as I placed my feet out on the stairs turning towards him,he was staring at me,I didn't feel safe even in my house,I ran up the stairs and I heard loud thumps following me, I was too afraid to look over my shoulders, I got to the safety of my room and locked it,my chest was heaving my breathing was irregular and rapid,my hands felt clamy and sweaty

"You need to leave" my mum yelled

"Not until I talk to her,I think she is even more freaked out about me" he said with a hint of what seems like sadness.

"What do you expect,you just chased her" she yelled

"I just wanted to talk I miss her,I miss you,I miss you guys" he said sliding down my door

"We need time" my mum replied

"Time,its been over five years,5miserable years without you guys" he complained

"Well,what did you expect,what you did cannot exactly be forgotten, we need more than five years,you can't just waltz back bringing flowers and chocolate and expect everything to be fine,Michael nothing is fine,nothinh" my mum said expsapperated

"Baby doll,please open up" he said knocking and I didn't answer

"I just wanna talk" he pleaded

"Please,please go away" I said in between sobs

"But...." He started saying

Please, if you feel anything for me,remotely close to love"I said sobbing

"She does that more often,she crys like everyday" my mum said and everything went silent
As if on cue, I was lulled to an involuntary sleep that I gracefully accepted,why can't I just have a normal life and be happy, all I ask for is smile,really smile from within. Not the fake ones I put out everyday.
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It was kinda hard to concentrate on this chapter cos I was watching need for speed,that movie is amazingly awesome anyways am glad am done with this chapter....she might not see this but happy birthday to Yewande Wendy!!!!!,I love you much.
I hope to update for y'all soon,if you like this story please follow me and happy new month to everyone
Adios
Love mola
03.07.15