fierce and forgiving:second chances

chapter 11

"My dad had been behaving weird, he started drinking alot like it was the end of the world,it was on a Thursday,we were expecting him but he didn't turn up,my mum became soo worried,she left me at home and went looking for him,promising she was gonna be back soon" I said all this trying to put on a brave facade,because I was breaking down inside,my heart is torn at the memory,my eyes became teary but I blinked it away

"You know,you could tell me another time,I don't even have to know any longer" Evans said softly

"I still prefer saying it,it has eating me up for so long" I chocked out staring at the waterfall,drawing strength from the rush of beauty

"I heard a knock on the door a few minutes later thinking it was my mum,only to find my very drunken dad,he staggered in and locked the door behind him,at that point my life became all wrong. He looked at me with terrifying eyes,picking me up and dumping me on the couch like I was worth nothing,forgetting that I was his daughter,he literally jabbed a knife into my heart and soul cutting it in two,I started crying and shouting for help,all to no avail,for every cry for help he hit me violently and I fell blood rush to the surface, he treated me brutally and he...he..he....raped me....." I was sitting down,my knees to my chest wrapping my arms round my body

"Am soo sorry, you don't deserve anything you went through" Evans said with concern in his voice,he touched my shoulders to comfort me but I flinched and he took his hands back

"....my mum came in minutes later,she couldn't believe her eyes,she knew what my dad did when she saw us,I was bruised bad and bleeding,she picked me up and washed me thoroughly, trying to console me and tuck me in but I kept shaking,she gave me sleeping peels then I dosed of,at least that was what she thought, she went to confront my now sober dad"
"How could you smitters, your own daughter, what came over you" my mum yelled at him

"Am sorry,it was the alcohol,I have no excuse, I promise to stop drinking,please don't leave me" he pleaded

"Did you not think of the consequences before destroying her?" She asked angry "she is never going to see you the same way,she is always going to be scared of you,am never going to be able to trust you,we need time alone" my mum told my dad

"Please dont leave me,your all I have,am gonna see our daughter and apologise,make her see reasons...."my dad was saying before a slap from my mum shut him up

"Damn you smitters, see reasons why all of a sudden her dad is a monster,no I don't think so,why don't you see reasons why you are never and I mean never going to see us again,I don't want you a mile close to my daughter or am gonna take all this to court" my mum said before heading to gather our stuffs

     Evans POV
She was crying her lungs out,I was sorry for her at the same time pissed at her fucking dad.
     I wanted to beat myself up for bringing back such awful memories,because she is clearly suffering. Beth tugging at my arm made me snap outta my thoughts,staring down at her beautiful eyes I felt a million emotions inside of me,she looked vulnerable, she was vulnerable, I moved my face closer to hers and she just stared back into my eyes,probably looking for emotions,I inched closer brushing our lips against each other when my phone buzzed

"Where the hell are you" he was preety pissed

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Many thanks to everyone that has read this far....to my very lovely publicity person #carsontobi and to ruka......I love all of you guys so much and to my new found friend BeautifulAtHeart2016 you should really read her book..
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My sincere apologies for the late updates,am preparing for an important exam....
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