When You Love Someone (COMPLETED)

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

Noah's POV

  I was  standing in my room's terrace when she hugged me from behind my back.  I am half naked. I looked at her for a second bago binalik lang din ang pansin ko sa pagsikat ng araw. It's around 5am and we just woke up.Yes, she slept here. We slept in the same bed, but no, i didn't touch her.

  She was hugging me so tightly, wala na akong choice nun kundi ang humarap sa kanya kasi di na ako makahinga, lumuwag naman ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin. I wanna tell her something, but I don't know how to say it. dati ang dali-dali ko lang sabihn ang lahat ng gusto ko not caring about anyone's feelings. But not this time, I just know now how it feels to get hurt just by loving someone. She was staring at me, mayamaya pa, tumingkayad siya para abutin ang mga labi ko. I let her kiss me. At first I didn't kiss her back until I just finally do. We were kissing torridly, but I can't feel anything. Hanggang biglang si Tricia ang nakita ko sa kanya while kissing her with my eyes open. Nadala ako. Pinasok ko siya ulit sa kwarto at binuhat siya from botj of her thighs. Nanatili kami sa ganung posisyon hanggang ihiga ko na siya sa kama.

  We were still kissing. My hands wandered from her thighs upto her waist hanggang sa ilipat ko ang mga labi ko to her neck. I was just about to get my hands inside her clothes nung bigla akong matauhan.

  I stopped. "Why?" Jenna asked me. I can't do this.

  I just smiled and get up from above her. "Tia's here." palusot ko na lang sa kanya at tuluyan nang bumaba ng kama. Took my shirt na nakapatong lang sa top rail ng sofa sa harap ng kama saka lumabas na ako ng kwarto.

  Ilang minuto lang nang magising na si Tia. She asked me if I've had my breakfast and when I said no, she told me she'll cook. Namili na rin talaga kami ng grocceries pagkauwi pa lang namin dito Australia. I had to go kasi di ko alam kung kaya kong harapin ang mag-ina ko. I put Zoey on danger dahil sa kabobohan ko. I'm not sure about Tricia, but I just hate how I treated her. How those things came to my mind, using her and even Zoey just because I'm selfish and greedy of all the things na nakasanayan ko na at akala ko ayaw kong mawala.

I just realized kung ano talaga yung pinakamahalaga sa buhay. And that's the both of them. Pero kahit gustuhin ko mang bumalik to fight for them I don't really know how. Natatakot ako na baka itaboy lang niya ulit ako, ganun din si Zoey. I wish I never had abandoned them in the first place.

  Itinuon ko na lang muna ang sarili ko just watching some videos on the internet. Tapos sakto ang paglabas na ni Jenna sa kwarto. Napalingon pa sa kanya si Tia, na nagluluto sa mini kitchen ng unit ko nakita ko ang pag-ismid niya dito when I looked at Jenna at nasagi ng paningin ko ito. Bago binalik ang pansin sa pagluluto.

  ""Our photo from yesterday went viral. I just don't really understand what the were saying. Google isn't translating it." Anan Jenna pag-upo pa lang sa tabi ko sa sofa dito sa living area. Sasagutin ko sana siya nang sumabad si Tia.

  "I saw it. They said they don't like you."I haven't really seen that photo, I didn't't even know she posted something. I didn't't even remember taking pictures with her. Biglang pumasok sa isip ko, nakita na kaya yun ni Tricia? Ayoko na sanang madagdagan pa yung mga kasalanan ko sa kanya. Para di na rin lumala pa yng sitwasyon namin ngayon. I may not know what to do now, I'm not giving both of them up.

  Hindi ko na ulit gagawin yun.

  But I can't also tell Jenna to take it down.

  "Don't you have a house of your own? You've been here since we got back from the Philippines." Paglapit ni Tia yun ang sabi niya dito. Jenna smiled at her awkwardly and when Tia looked at me, I shook my head at her at alam kong kuha na niya yun. "I mean, maybe your parents are already looking for you, for sure. Don't make them worry   You can go home for awhile, don't worry about Noah, I'm here. I'll keep an eye on him....for you." She said sarcastically.