My Diary

30-5-2024

Dear diary,

I still like him.

Why do I still like him?

My friends are being mean about it but I don't know what to do. I will put in our convo here:

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Random name

Max
Aurora do you still like him?

Me
I mean yeah. Obvi

Isla
Even after he is being so mean to Audrey??

Me
I know and I am so sorry Audrey!!

Anna
Proceeds to gag

Audrey
Realness
You are forgiven 👍

Me
Thank you 🙏 I can't help it I just like him

Isla
I have better taste 😋
In personality

Anna
I can't judge but Hunter is actually pretty bad taste !!

Audrey
No hate Aurora

June
Yes Isla you have better taste

Isla
YAYAYAYAYAY

Me
Guys I know I screwed up in my liking thing but I can't help it because I am a human with normal emotions. I won't talk abt it anymore and I'll try to get over it.

Audrey
Whaaaaaaaaaaaarrttt nooo
I wasn't being srs girlie 😔
Not blaming you

Me
Now I gotta go make the planning bye!!

Audrey
Talk
As much

Me
I know you weren't being serious!

Isla
Yes ofc no hate I will still feed you delusions

Me
Eh

Isla
No we are sorry

Me
I know you weren't serious it's okay but I liked him for too long I should probably try and get over it

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I said Eh when Isla said that she will still feed my delusions because she already said multiple times that Hunter doesn't like me. It is truly annoying frfr.

Now I actually cried while reading that because it isn't my fault, right? I mean- I can't control my emotions.

Yesterday Max and Steven had a fight. Max didn't like it when Steven called him gay again and they started arguing. Mostly abt things that happened in the past.

I tried to break it up. I'll put those texts in tomorrow bc again I don't really have much time.

So yesterday I stayed home from school because I basically couldn't really walk after the cramp I had two days ago.

I finished half the assignment that we are supposed to finish in two weeks haha.

Next week is a new Latin test... yayy!!

Also after the fight between Max and Steven, I broke that fight up, I had a 45 minute therapy session with Steven. It was exhausting, because that meant that I couldn't sleep earlier.

Today I went to school again and during Latin some random guy kept staring at me from another classroom. It was weird but I don't know. And I don't know if it was real but I thought that I saw Hunter dead staring that guy and giving him the middle finger.

I don't know why.

It also once looked like Hunter waved at me-

It was really really weird.

Today nothing much happened, only that my sister made me cry. She was being mean.

I think that I am close to my period with all this crying haha

That was all for today. Tomorrow I'll put in more texts.

Bye my loves!! <33